myOtaku.com: Valako

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-02-25
Gender
• Male
Location
• PA/Usa/ Duh! ::makes a mocking girl voice as he says it::
Member Since
• 2004-12-20
Occupation
• Poet/GAMER! XD
Real Name
• Ryan Mcconnaughey

Personal

Achievements
• ...Gaining love of my love XP
Anime Fan Since
• Since I can remember
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist
Goals
• Become an author before im 18, Be able to provide a good stable home for my family when im older and have a wife who is faithful and will love me as much as i love her
Hobbies
• Anime/Video games/ Role playing/singing/writing.
Talents
• Singing/Role playing/Writing/

myOtaku.com: Valako

Tuesday, January 4, 2005

::sighs::
the last 2 days have been..horrible to say the least...

I lost kara, my best friend yesterday, it ended..pretty badly, and I feel a pretty big sense of loss and betrayal...even though I knew, and wanted the day to come, i never thought it was going to hit this hard, i knew eventually id get on her nerves and shed jus say fuck it, but I never expected it to be like this, nor did I expect to feel such...loss...

I really REALLY!! miss julia, i had a dream, well..erm, nightmare, that..basically...er..well it was weird, her and I where in the same house n shit,i guess living together? iono, and then went to bed (-_-) Then woke up,she got all upset, cried, and...im not sure but I think broke up with me, or sumin, and...that right now is my worst fear , loosing her...

...Dreams are manifestations of our concious mind, and that...proves it...eh lol...

my back is in knots, and I feel like shit...i wish i could just hear her voice...to refresh my soil and...renew that cheer inside me...for, she is my love...and I need her, more then ever...i miss her more then ive missed anyone..., its been 4-5 days now..a week..since ive talked to her last..::Sighs::
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