Tuesday, August 28, 2007

i didn't feel like doing this, but I've been tagged, so...

8 Things You Probably didn't know about me (and if you didn't know that I like Vincent, go away!!!)
1. I was in the Northridge Earthquake, in California, in 1994.
2. I can't survive without a Honeybun every day.
3. I have beaten Dirge of Cerberus four times in the past two weeks.
4. I can't stand preps (sorry prep friends)
5. The best drawing I've ever done is... well, it's actually sitting in front of me. It's of Vincent, obviously.
6. I like ellipses ...
7. I have this weird thing that disturbs people--I twitch a whole heck of a lot. I used to not think it was all that bad until one of my friend's mom was worried about me because of how much I twitch and flinch.
8. I don't really care about this tagging thing at all, and I don't even know why I'm doing it.

All right... I need to tag eight people... hmm...

1. SnakeMasterGero
2. Mellowthrasher
3. Valentine Turk
4. Animaniac6131
5. Innocent Chii
6. Elena the Turk
7. Zanthos Octavian
8. Knightwolf Girl (um i think that's her name)


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... i don't know what to say.

i have just read a post that is making me cry. I can't help it. some of you may know the two people I'm talking about, and that's fine, if you already know, but I still don't want to say their names. It just sounds really, really hard for them. Oh god, I just don't know what to say. All I really can say is that it just isn't right, and if they read it, I hope they know that I will try and help them in any way I can. I can't... never mind. I just... I've seen too many bad things happen. I've seen people get hurt, seen the look on people's faces as they face a car crash, face surgery... face a heartbreaking change. And I... I'm tired of it. I hope that they will read this. I will try and help in any way I can. I'll make money, whatever. I'll do something. What you're going through is very hard. I want to help.
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Monday, August 27, 2007

um...

UM....

UMMMMMMMMM...........

*stares at Vocabulary for the High School Student workbook, and blinks*


UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM................


okay, i'm good. well, it's hard to look at, and I can't figure out this one word. It's the same one, twice, and although it has all the definitions to the words, none of them match the synonyms they're giving me. *stares* Why do I bother???

The synonyms are agree and coincide, and the voca word has six letters. Oh, wait!!! I know what I can do!!! *looks at vocab list and searches for words that have six letters* lol this is cheating... and i still came up with nothing *bangs head on desk* Ow, ow, ow, ow!!!

*head spins* Why is one word so friggin hard to find!!! must kill teacher... wait no, shouldn't say that. the teachers may know... mwahaha... jk.

Well, today has been good, other than the fact that I've had an annoying headache. The party went great--I got Devil May Cry 3 (the manga), Death Note, and A Pirates of the Caribbean poster!!! It's Jack *hugs* okee i'm done.

Okay, well, a couple of more things: Okay, how many of you know Mellowthrasher??? Well, I am spreading the word out that he has a new name!!! His name is N-Tuned Society, and he is creating a place for poets to hang out and share their poetry. So go over there an PM him to join. Don't PM me!!!

Okay, well... one last thing. Questions!!!

1. What is your favorite movie of all time!!!
2. If you had two girls, and two boys as kids, what would you name them???

My answers:

1. Uh, it's a tie between Pirates 3 and Advent Children.
2. The two girls would be named Victoria and Adrienne, and the two boys would be named Cameron and Vincent. (how obvious was that one???)

Well, that's it for today!!!^^
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Saturday, August 25, 2007

It is almost ten in the morning. I've been holding stubbornly onto sleep until my dad rang the doorbell. I don't know how, but I somehow knew what time it was. What, did I look at it while I was asleep or something??? I dunno, but either way, I'm not sleepy now. *listens to Crazy Frog* Yeah, I'm good. I'm home alone, I can eat as many Nutri-Grain bars as I feel like^^--yum--and I got time on my site. I'm happy.

Well, Pickerington won the football game *waves a Pickerington purple flag blithely* I cared last night, but oh well. I am not a fan of football. All I know was that I was ticked off all of the pregame show that our band did, because I noticed that I was the tallest person in a row. It was a row of all girls, flutes and clarinets, aside from the baritone behind me. Everyone, including the baritone, was 5'7" or shorter. My head stuck out above them by like one-head heighth. Blicky.

*is now listening to Babe I'm Gonna Leave You by Led Zeppelin* I love this song. It's so sad-sounding. It's very lonely. Appropriate, for I am alone in my basement. Lonely.

Rachel isn't here yet. Thank god for small favors. I have a party at seven tonight, and although I'm looking forward to it, I just... I don't know. There are just times when you want to be alone...

*sighs* Well, there really isn't much to talk about today, asides from the fact that my mom hasn't read my poetry for a long while because she said that they didn't make any sense to her--hoenstly, I agree with her, because I went through a phase where everything was too cryptic to understand. lol so yeah i get it. and then one day she found my poem "Giving Up" on the floor and she started crying again, tonight, after she'd done me a favor and cleaned my room, but had found more of my poems. She says that it wasn't my fault, but *shrugs* I really need to hide those somewhere. Anyway, as always, O Yasumi, and sayonara, yuujin!!!
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Friday, August 24, 2007

first football game tonight!!! *has the song "Get Ready For This" from band stuck in head* What's worse is that it's the parts from the clarinet and the flute section, and we're all playing high notes. But I don't complain because, by now, the piccolos don't bother me. Oh, great. Now Eye of the Tiger is stuck in my head. DO! DO-DOO-DOO! DO-DOO-DO! DO-do-dooooo. DOO!!! *that is the begining of eye of the tiger*

In other news...

I am too lazy to do my homework right now. I see no point in doing it, so I'm not going to. Well, I will eventually, but it'll have to be sometime on Sunday... even though it should be today, since Rachel is being 'babysat' by my mom for the weekend, and my bday party is tomorrow. Oh, well. Too bad for Rachel, mwahaha... she must deal with me doing my homework while you're over. *maniacal laughter* ...Yeah. Oh, and thanky for the comments on my poem. I really appreciate it. What makes it worse is that it's a true story... *gets teary eyed* I was practically crying while I wrote it. Reading it, and what you guys think about it, just makes it worse. But thank you guys, anyway.

Sayonara, yuujin!!!
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

   Nggh... I wanna sleep. I have such a headache... I have Spanish homework to do, and a math packet, and English homework... Augh... Naptime... *but wants to blow off homework and play Dirge of Cerberus*... Okay, time to wake up. *stares at Algebra homework* Oh crap. Never mind. It's naptime again... *snores*

And here is a poem, for the people who liked the last one. It is a true story, and it makes me sad to read and even think about. I hope, bad as it is, that you feel the same why about it that I do. I hope you like it.

Your Eyes

I've had a little trouble giving up what was
mine, ours, to let it fall and shatter on the
black marble floor of life. It's been difficult
to stand by the ruins of a cautious relationship,
when once we were close, joined right at the
hip. Why did we give it up?

I remember a time when you'd skip back to my seat
with a note and flash your smile (to me, your smile was the sun). Why did we toss it up, let it crash and burn, when we loved each other so, and
I saw your carefree joy embedded in the emerald
and topaz jewels of your hazel eyes? Why
did we construe it, pull idle friendships in the way, a few social walls, and call it
over?

I remember you staring at me, your crooked grin
visible even in your eyes... so, in the end, why did we give up, when the truth of your love was so
bright in your hazel eyes, and so reflected in
mine?
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

augh where is everything on the atlas! for that matter where is my atlas!! Where is Czechoslovakia!!! Finland!!!

I am sorry. I lost control. It is just that I have a huge, seriously huge homework assignment to do in one night, where you label every friggin country in the world!!! And, plus, I forgot to bring my social studies book home!!! So, I'm winging it, with no success. *whimpers*

And where is Finland, anyway? *furrows brow* for something that is my supposed best subject aside from writing, I really suck. I know it's up in Europe somewhere... *taps pencil to head* oh, forget it. I have no clue. At least I finished all my other homework. yay...

I have a poem I want to share, but I'm too lazy to go and get it from upstairs, so I'm not going to to. I'm just going to continue to stare at the Map Locations wkst in front of me into I burn a hole through it. Hopefully.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

today... was... the first day... of school. *sighs* I hate school. I want to grab it by the throat and kill it. Kill it!!! It is 3:33, and if you're wondering why I didn't get on earlier because I got home at 2:15 WHO IN THE HECK OF IT CARES!!! Sorry lol. I'm just in a bad mood. I got lost once, because Spanish is on the first floor, soon to be moved onto the second floor once the teacher gets a room, and it took me forever to get to earth science. Then, there was no one to sit next to at lunch. It's not as if my lunch wasn't screwed up enough because band makes me have a half-period!!! *steams*

Okay, I've gotten that out of my system now. I'm good.

anime anime anime... lots of it but what to watch??? I feel like watching one, but Loveless would probably make me cry, even though it's what I want to watch *as an emo i am dedicated to producing tears, though right now i'm angry and all tears would probably turn to steam the moment they touched my face*. I hate the first day of school. Hmm... I think I'll watch bleach. *gets recording of three episodes, then sees Advent Children in the corner* Must... watch... okee, c ya l8er...
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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Rachel is over and she won't stop playing Twilight Princess on my GameCube, so while they're upstairs I snuck down onto the computer. I'm glad I'm alone.

Well, there really isn't much to say. I have a cold and my temperature's a little low, but other than that, I'm fine. All I can say is that I'm tired from being sick. That's probably why I've been so tired lately, although that might be a product of the fact that I'm trying to go to bed at the right time and although I'm waking up earlier I'm not getting any sleep until about midnight. That may be it, too.

Hmm... I do have a question about DoC, though. At the end, don't you think Vincent's gotten a little older? It seems like he's aging--if you look closely, and no, this is not the lighting, you can see gray hair that was never there before. Just one streak, though, on his right bang. It would really suck if he did.

And Rachel and I have twisted minds. It created the three following things:

Ghost Rider Vincent (Vincent fights Sephiroth and suddenly turns into his own version of Ghost Rider)

Tifa, Yuffie, and Shelke sleepover part 1: Yuffie dares Shelke to give Vincent his old Turk haircut while he's sleeping.

Tifa, Yuffie, and Shelke sleepover part 2: Tifa dares Yuffie, who has kind of a crush on Vincent, to kiss him while he's sleeping. While she's leaning over to kiss him--Bam! Vincent punches her in the face, and says, "Die, Hojo," and then rolls over and starts to snore.

Yeah, we are weird. Oh, well.
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Friday, August 17, 2007

*listening to Longing from DoC as my brother plays in the next room, banging head and dancing around* Sorry. I love Gackt. He's awesome!

Ooh... and now my brother is at the last chapter, A Final Chaotic. Good for him!

Anyway, it's 6:34 P.M., and I am okay. Sleepy, as always, but okay. I haven't really done much today except meet my old teachers. They were all smiley and happy at the middle school, and talking about how much I'd grown since then. Duh! In sixth grade, I wasn't even five feet tall. Now I'm officially 5'10". Yay!!! --not that that's really that much of a good thing, considering as I'm supposed to grow to be 6'2"-- *leaves to go eat dinner*

6:51 p.m.--I'm back!!! Hi.

Begins listening to the cool music of the Omega Coccoon. Awesome... Yeah, I like the DoC music. I really want the soundtrack.

Hmm... well, school starts in *gulp* four days. That isn't right. Ack!!!

Oh, and I wrote a poem--lemme go get it... *trods upstairs*

Okay, well, here it is, in the raw and unedited form (for those of you who saw my other one, it was really just a random thing I wrote. I really am good at poetry... I think).

Giving Up:

I stand here in this facade
Where I cannot show my true
face. Alone, chained to my heart, only
seeing my true souul's pleading face.
Stuck here, unsure of what is right,
whether to fall to the darkness or to
fight for the light. So I stand here,
unsure, with wounds that are still
festering and unable to heal or
scar. And it's only because I won't
let it go.

My soul funs many times deeper and darker
than I have the strength to really show.
So I pull on my mask of false
happiness, unable to die or grow. Because
I'm stuck here, unable to let anything
go.

All the lights are fading fast, my friends'
flourescent faces with anxious smiles. I won't let
myself reach out to them, for them my insanity and
scares would show. I struggle to hold on
to whatever rock will have me when all I really want is to fall. I just stare at
the black, ready to grab onto my guilty,
to wait for the moment where I'll stop
fighting either way, and let gravity take
its hold.

--Valentineismine

Um, I hope you like it *begins listening to Redemption and starts dancing again* In most cases, I can't stay sad for long. Redemption
rocks!!! Woot!
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