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Vitals

Birthday
• 1993-08-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Nibelheim--didn't steal it, Valentineturk! It's Vincent-y land.
Member Since
• 2007-06-26
Occupation
• High School... and a job at Krogers... sigh...and writing my book, Broken! Whee! I'm already looking at publishers! Little, Brown--I'm looking at you
Real Name
• Samantha, or, more preferably, Twilight, the nickname that's stuck with me for years. ...Or Sam.... or Aeris... or even Adrienne, my middle name SAS is my initials, so my friends call me Sass... ergh...

Personal

Achievements
• I haven't done much except win Science Olympiad titles and nearly winning the spelling bee for like three years in a row (i'm a geek i know) Oh, and wait, does taking the SAT in a academic talent contest and having a score in reading of 540 count??? Yeah.
Anime Fan Since
• About fifth grade... but i have watched stuff like Sailor Moon when I was about six years old--there's a long story involving me getting in trouble by drawing a Sailor killing a dinosaur.. lol
Favorite Anime
• Loveless.. I love Aoyagi Ristuka! FMA, Bleach, FF7, Trigun, Chrono Crusade, Yami no Matsuei, Jing: King of Bandits, Eureka Seven, D. Gray Man, and Magic Knight Rayearth and Tokyo Mew Mew. :)
Goals
• I plan o becoming an author--I'm writing my book right now. It's called Broken, and if you'd like a sample I'd give it to you (btw, i make friends and such into characters) I'm kind of working on the prologue of the next book, too--I like my characters to
Hobbies
• I like to draw, write, read manga, and swim in Lancaster, a town nearby
Talents
• Playing the piano, drawing manga--but i can't draw guys worth a heck and i'm better at drawing real people, like portraits--horse-back riding, and chemistry... and let's not forget writing

myOtaku.com: Valentineismine

Friday, August 17, 2007

*listening to Longing from DoC as my brother plays in the next room, banging head and dancing around* Sorry. I love Gackt. He's awesome!

Ooh... and now my brother is at the last chapter, A Final Chaotic. Good for him!

Anyway, it's 6:34 P.M., and I am okay. Sleepy, as always, but okay. I haven't really done much today except meet my old teachers. They were all smiley and happy at the middle school, and talking about how much I'd grown since then. Duh! In sixth grade, I wasn't even five feet tall. Now I'm officially 5'10". Yay!!! --not that that's really that much of a good thing, considering as I'm supposed to grow to be 6'2"-- *leaves to go eat dinner*

6:51 p.m.--I'm back!!! Hi.

Begins listening to the cool music of the Omega Coccoon. Awesome... Yeah, I like the DoC music. I really want the soundtrack.

Hmm... well, school starts in *gulp* four days. That isn't right. Ack!!!

Oh, and I wrote a poem--lemme go get it... *trods upstairs*

Okay, well, here it is, in the raw and unedited form (for those of you who saw my other one, it was really just a random thing I wrote. I really am good at poetry... I think).

Giving Up:

I stand here in this facade
Where I cannot show my true
face. Alone, chained to my heart, only
seeing my true souul's pleading face.
Stuck here, unsure of what is right,
whether to fall to the darkness or to
fight for the light. So I stand here,
unsure, with wounds that are still
festering and unable to heal or
scar. And it's only because I won't
let it go.

My soul funs many times deeper and darker
than I have the strength to really show.
So I pull on my mask of false
happiness, unable to die or grow. Because
I'm stuck here, unable to let anything
go.

All the lights are fading fast, my friends'
flourescent faces with anxious smiles. I won't let
myself reach out to them, for them my insanity and
scares would show. I struggle to hold on
to whatever rock will have me when all I really want is to fall. I just stare at
the black, ready to grab onto my guilty,
to wait for the moment where I'll stop
fighting either way, and let gravity take
its hold.

--Valentineismine

Um, I hope you like it *begins listening to Redemption and starts dancing again* In most cases, I can't stay sad for long. Redemption
rocks!!! Woot!
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