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Saturday, December 9, 2006


Hello!
sorry i haven't been on lately. ^^ my internet stopped working and iw as just able to get on now. last night there was a formal dance. i love the formal dance because it's the only time i get to feel pretty. ^^" i dressed in this flowy, mid length black dress with these 1 inch heels and they were black with little diamondy things on them. i wore a pearl necklace and a gold necklace my grandma gave me. ^^ i did my ehar in a swirly things and down in the firont and mid back. ^^ i felt really pretty. i even french pedicured my toes! ^^ thomas and john came later after their wrestling thingy...and i was hoping jesse would be there. and he was! i about died when he showed up! PBIDSRS!!!!!!!!!!! oh yes...lol that blue dress shirt...omg....he looked so hott! ^^ heehee! i was a little upset when a slow song came on and jessica and thomas asked me if they wanted to ask him to dance with me and i said no. he doesn't like me and he wouldn't even wanna dance with me....and i knew he would say no.....so i didn't want anyone to go and ask him to proove me right. but thomas aske dhim anyways and of course he said no. and i got so upset and i ran off for a little bit. he's never gunna like me....or even know how much i like him either....ya know? i danced my heart out all night long and even oulled some muscles in my thighs. it hurts to stand up, sit down, bend over, and sometimes even to walk. i think i might have ruined my shoes though. i was doing those really cool kick out step dances. it was fun. ^^ this morning i went christmas shopping for my friends. i got them all really cute presents! i was gunna get jesse a stuffed animal when my mom said "why even get a present for a boy who doesn't liek you? let alone won't even dance with you at the dance?" and it made me kidna feel bad because when i'm in the christmas spirit, i forget what ppl have done to me....and it kinda broke me right then and there. so i got him this candy cane thing with a snowman with a scarf and hat on top of the cnady can and it looks adorable. i just hope he doens't do what the other boys do. in the past i would give them a christmas card (or any other holiday) and i'd find it later in the hallway or near a trash can ripped to shreads. this year.....my mom couldn't afford to buy presents for my friends. i got 20 bucks for my good report card. so i had to buy it myself. and i usually don't have that kinda of money....so i put my hearts into the things i bought...and if he ruins it.....i'll be crushed. i usually don't buy for other people than myself because i only get a small allowance. and my christmas spirit is already halfway broke. i mean, we aren't having christmas this year. we're just opening presents next week. and at gradnma's we're ju7st getting the stuff she gave us. we can't really have one. paul can though. good for paul. if paul could have just ahd his christmas at grandm'as we'd have a perfect christmas. but no. uncle eddy told him santa was visititng at his hosue when he came back. so we can't have a real christmas this year....well....PM me if u wanna talk to me. i'm so bored. laters.


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