Friday, May 27, 2005

Rammstein - Keine Lust

Ich hab' keine Lust
Ich hab' keine Lust
Ich hab' keine Lust
Ich hab' keine Lust

Ich habe keine Lust mich nicht zu hassen
Hab' keine Lust mich anzufassen
Ich hätte Lust zu onanieren
Hab' keine Lust es zu probieren
Ich hätte Lust mich auszuziehen
Hab' keine Lust mich nackt zu sehen

Ich hätte Lust mit großen Tieren
Hab' keine Lust es zu riskieren
Hab' keine Lust vom Schnee zu gehen
Hab' keine Lust zu erfrieren

Ich hab' keine Lust
Ich hab' keine Lust
Ich hab' keine Lust
Nein ich hab keine Lust

Ich hab' keine Lust etwas zu kauen
Denn ich hab' keine Lust es zu verdauen
Hab' keine Lust mich zu wiegen
Hab' keine Lust im Fett zu liegen

Ich hätte Lust mit großen Tieren
Hab' keine Lust es zu riskieren
Hab' keine Lust vom Schnee zu gehen
Hab' keine Lust zu erfrieren
Ich bleibe einfach liegen
Und wieder zähle ich die Fliegen
Lustlos fasse ich mich an
Und merke bald ich bin schon lange kalt
So kalt, mir ist kalt . . .

Ich hab' keine Lust


I don't feel like it
I don't feel like it
I don't feel like it
I don't feel like it

I don't feel like not hating myself
Don't feel like touching myself
I would feel like masturbating
Don't feel like trying it
I would feel like getting undressed
Don't feel like seeing myself naked

I would feel like it with big animals
Don't feel like risking it
Don't feel like going from the snow
Don't feel like freezing

I don't feel like it
I don't feel like it
I don't feel like it
No I don't feel like it

I don't feel like chewing anything
because I don't feel like digesting it
Don't feel like weighing myself
Don't feel like lying in fat

I would feel like it with big animals
Don't feel like risking it
Don't feel like going from the snow
Don't feel like freezing
I'll just keep lying here
and I'll count the flies again
I listlessly touch myself
and notice I've been frigid for a long time already [1]
So frigid, I'm cold . . .

I don't feel like it


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Thursday, May 26, 2005

OMG WEIRD DAY

ok so today is going normally in school.
Go from class to class and stuff and sit there drawing.
Well right during lunch the fire bell goes off.
We all exit the school in the orderly fashion as they tell us to.
Come to find out someone set the boys bathroom on fire.
It spread so fast it spread from the upstairs bathroom to the downstairs bathroom.
It was two guys named Billy and George.
Billy is a boxer and thinks he can take on anyone and George is always right by Billys side in anything.
Well at first they knew excatly who did it but there was no evidence.
They did some more searching and found some evidence and arrested them on the spot.
Then they sent us back to lunch for some reason.
One guy got up on the table and danced.
He got pushed acually pushed out of the cafeteria into the office.
Then one of the teachers started yelling at a senior for having her cell phone in her hand.
She was not useing it or hade it on at all she just hade it in her hand and the teacher started yelling at her.
She got back in the teachers face and the teacher pushed her.
She walked out saying she was going to get the teacher for whatever she can cuz no teacher is allowed to push a student unless they are pushed first and even in that case i aint even sure if they can then.
But yeah well i went outside out front of the building and i was out there for 2 hours.
we got sent back in after that and went back to lunch.
I got a water and brought it with me to my next class.
The bell was like 10 seconds from ringing and I was thirsty.
I didnt even think about it so I took a drink but my teacher yelled at me for it.
He said "Well audrey its one thing to have the water in here closed that I dont mind but opening it and takeing a drink is another thing. Dont ever do it again."
moron -.-
I just said "well i am going to my next class anyways so yeah.."
then i walked out.
well yeah they hade a send off so we got out of school a minute early.
so yeah thats all about my day.
I am gonna rest up alot cuz the 2 hours in the sun really wore me out cuz I was tackling ppl like the whole time and sitting on ppl, plus running after a baseball since we were throwing that around to.
byes
-the really tired vampy-
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

background change again

http://angel-crying.weblogger.terra.com.br/img/banner_angels.jpg
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   background and stuff

http://www.darkpassions.co.uk/catalog/images/ROSE.jpg
The black rose for a blacken heart for I feel nothing anymore besides anger and content.
And let the rose go to the person in which they lost their life yesterday in a car accident.
ShiningForceNeo or Ken was driving on the highway when he went avoid someone and he went in a ditch.
The car rolled and blew out the windsheild cutting up his arm.
The car then caught fire then it exploded.
Ken died.
This is the 6th person I have lost that I felt close to.
I have decided to shut myself down next to nothing from other people.
No longer will I let someone in to get close to so I can be hurt more.
*bows*
good day to everyone
-Vamp
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ok this is how things are getting now a days apparently -.-

yeah well I went to a groupboard to draw ok...
i went here:
http://tainted-wings.net/yumeko/relax.html
: well there was a girl on there named Fox! (yes with the ! in her name).
All I did was go in and ask ppl their asl and she responds: I dont give out my asl cuz ppl who ask for asl are petafiles.
-.-
rrrriiiiiggggggghhhhhhhtttttttttt..........
ok so yeah now I am a petafile according to her.
some other person pipes up and starts yelling at me for saying to her that I aint a petafile.
-.-
I aint talking no more when I go there.
stupid ppl....
but yeah apparently thats what the damn world is getting to bout the damn sick-o's in the world on the net.
course some ppl like her take it to far but eh.....she'll more then likely by the odds get hit by a petafile one day.
-.-
uh nothing much going on besides homework getting pilled up a bit again but I do alot of it during Biology since I am failing it anyways.
-.-
yep morning suck and its like almost 10 after 6 so tty ppl laters.
-Vampy-
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Monday, May 23, 2005

person:Hey look its morning again! *points* me: oh joy -.-

Yep morning again by the looks of it.
BAD SUN GO AWAY!!!!
Sun needs to go back to sleep so we can sleep more.
well I'm sure how you can tell my weekend went.
Happy Friday and most of Saturday and kinda both happy and hyper and Sunday.
I didn't go to the campground with my step dad like I was suppose to because we were suppose to get rain for like forever cuz it was in a direct path at us and moveing in a straight line so it stayed over us for a while.
My brother took a picture of a wookpecker on our birdfeeder post yesterday.
It leaned over and looked right at him when he took the picture.
So weird but funny.
I try to get it from my mom tonight and post it tomarrow or later on tonight maybe.
Well I got to get ready for school yet again.
I noticed Saturday though something odd in my school schedule.
Next week on Monday the 30th I have off so I get a 4 day weekend.
My last day of school is June 1st.
I have a 4 day weekend then one damn day of school then summer vacation.
Thats kinda messed up to me.
Well tty ppl later.
bye
-Vampy-
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

quiz with a sweet pic i am gonna print

the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them.

Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.


What type of teenager are you?
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Drowning Pool-Step Up

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Drowning Pool - Step Up

1, 2, 3 - Go!

Broken,
Yeah, you've been living on the edge of a broken dream.
Nothing,
Yeah, that's the only thing you'll ever take away from me.

I'm never gonna stop,
I'm never gonna drop,
Ain't no different than it was before.

So take some good advice,
You better stop and think twice,
Before you take your first step,
Out that door.

If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).
If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down.

You had your chance to walk away.
Live to see another day.

If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).
You're gonna get knocked down...

Aaaaah...

Suffering,
Yeah, that's the only thing here that's left for you.
Nothing,
Yeah, that's the only thing you're ever gonna fuckin' do.

I'm never gonna stop,
I'm never gonna drop,
Ain't no different than it was before.

So take some good advice,
You better stop and think twice,
Before you take your first step,
Out that door.

So if you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).
If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down.

You had your chance to walk away.
Live to see another day.

If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).
You're gonna get knocked down...

You're gonna get knocked down...

And now you've crossed that line...
You must be out your mind.

Go.

If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).
If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down.

You had your chance to walk away.
Live to see another day.

If you wanna step up (step up),
You're gonna get knocked down (knocked down).
You're gonna get knocked down...

You're gonna get knocked down (step up).

You're gonna get knocked down...

You're gonna get knocked down (step up).

You're gonna get knocked... down!

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*yawns*

yep well figured i would update since i have time to this morning seeing as it is 8 o clock.
I have to leave around noon to go to the campground with my step dad.
I will be out there for a few hours helping him clean up the place a bit and go wander around the campground.
It gets me out of the house for a while and it made my mom happy when I told her I would go, so yep I am going.
Well my weekend was going good till last night.
I got banned from the main groupboard yet again.
Well now I am depressed today.
I get over it.
thats bout all.
bye
-Vamp-
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