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Sunday, January 9, 2005


   another one of my sites

this is another one of my sites. maybe u ya all can finally veiw the pics i posted.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v232/Vamp2004/guysandaudrey.jpg

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   more pics

i am in a picy mood so i am posting a bunch of pics. so enjoy people! ^^
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   pretty pic

well i hope this link acually works. T_T the last two didnt work. well enjoy the pic. ^^
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Saturday, January 8, 2005


   this is for the guys!!!

Your ideal boyfriend

Created by lonelylyssa and taken 242 times on bzoink!

Answer the follow questions about your ideal boyfriend
What color hair does he have?black or blonde
What color eyes does he have?blue or brown
How tall is he?5'8"
How old is he?16
What kind of music does he listen to?rock, metal, goth, and a bit of r&b
What does he do that makes you love him?he is funny, and protective and careing
What type of clothes does he wear?black
Does he get along with his parents?yes
Does he do good in school?average
Does he have a car?yes
Will he buy you flowers and candy?yes but i dont like it when he spends his money on me
Will he get alone with your family?yes of course
What will his name be?sean or some vampiric name

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Wednesday, January 5, 2005


a long poem

Hollow 5:37 p.m.
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When you hear my heart beating,
When you look into my eyes,
When you see the emotion on my face,
When you relieze how I feel,
What is it to answer all of the above?
Hollow....
Hollow is the sound of my heart beating,
Hollow is the look in my eyes,
Hollow is the emotion on my face,
Hollow is how I feel when you finally relieze it.
Hollow....
My heart is hollow,
My look in my eyes is hollow,
My emotion on my face is hollow,
I feel Hollow inside.
Why is that you ask?
It is one reason.
You are gone from my life,
You took my heart when you left,
You took the glissen in my eyes,
You took my many emotions off my face,
You hollowed me out inside....
You are the one I love,
My love is what kept me together inside,
My love is what made me seem so attractive,
My love brought me many emotions,
You took my love when you left me.
So now that your back I feel like it is coming back.
I am slowly returning myself to before.
But unfortunately I can never be fully put back together.
Because of another I can not be the same,
Because someone was attracted to my hollowness they made more of it when they left me too.
But now that your back I can feel almost complete.
I can be as complete as I feel I can.
Please don't leave me again.
I love you to much to let you leave again,
Please help me put me back together,
Please come back to me,
Please fill the hollowness inside.
You make me feel safe,
You make me feel loved,
You make me feel important,
When the hollowness comes.
I am scared.
Please help me to stay safe,
Please end my fear,
Please....
Don't let me be scared anymore.
Please i don't want to be like I was before.
Before I was....
Hollow

By Audrey Buderer
12-22-2004 5:49 p.m.(written date and time)
12-27-2004(date posted)
01-05-2005(date reposted)

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   another cool pic

i was searching the net and this pic was to cool to pass up. i hade to post it. it is from X/1999.
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   still bored

well i have no school today because it got cancled so i am so bored today! I have no idea what to do with my free time. i dont feel like playing xbox or playstation 2 or draw due to lack of insperation. *sighs* well i was just wondering if anyone knew anyone from ohio other then me. because most people i found on here are from california and minnisota and such. i am just looking for more local freinds. no offense to anyone else out there in other states!!! ^-^ well hope you all help me find them. thanks alot! bye!
~Vamp/Dragonette/Audrey~

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004


a poem for a certain someone

My Pain, My Love
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Why don't they just let me be
Why dont they live their own lives
Why do they torture me everyday
Why cant I love who I want to love
Why can they do what they want to do and I cant
Why cant my pain go away
Why does nothing satisfy my pain
Why do I suffer so and others be so happy
Why are my feelings so hard to express
This is my pain
This is my love
My love of my life is vampsgirl
My pain of my life is vampsgirl
I love my pain
My pain comes from pain
For that I am confused
But you, I can never regret
My pain, My love

By Audrey Buderer
11/08/2004(date written)
12/29/2004(date posted)

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poem 4 or 5

Misplaced
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Do you ever feel out of place?
Do you ever feel in the wrong room?
Why do you feel that way?
Do you feel like you dont have anyone to talk to?
Well I am here.
I am here for you.
I will always here for you no matter what.
I just want you to know.
That so your not the only one who is....
Misplaced.

By Audrey Buderer
11/06/2004(date written)
12/29/2004(date posted)

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   poem maddness!!!!!!

Happiness
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Happiness can be found in many things
It can be found in a flower
It can be found in color
It can be found in a ring
It can be found in a bug
It can be found in music
It can even be found in a person
My happiness was hard to find
I found my happiness in you
Now that your gone I don't have it anymore
When I seen your face for the first time I couldn't believe it
After I got to know you I found out
You are my happiness
So please don't go away
My happiness is a big part of me and that's what you are
So please let me keep my happiness
Dont let it drift away

By Audrey Buderer
11/05/2004(date written)
12/29/2004(date posted)

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