Thursday, November 24, 2005

Thanksgiving

hey everyone hope your all doing alright
I'm hanging in there going day by day for stuff
be happy to let you all know that well since I sort of stopped going to otaku so much my grades have been going up
I didn't have a single F on my last report card even though it was barely by a D-
^.^;;
But everyone's loved Vampy is still alive and somewhat well.. acually as well as I can be
I am going for a doctors appointment on the 30th so hopefully that goes alright
I talked to my ex chanel on the phone a while ago and she still wants to get together with me for some reason..
I am trying to come up with some way to just turn her down
I have tried it the rude way and the polite way and nothing works..
I am still with my boyfreind Rhent even though he is Germany with his brother and a freind for 2 weeks for Thanksgiving
I miss him even though it has only been like a week but I am glad he is getting to go visit his family
As you can probably tell I updated my site a bit
I was hopeing to do more changes but I really don't have the time since I am going to be doing a bunch of other stuff here soon
Yes I am still uber busy as usual
My Aunt passed away and left us her house which we are currently working on fixing up to move into hopefully by the end of summer..
It's been a month to just get the garage up thanks to the damn construction people takeing their fucking sweet time with getting the products they need.. ONE WEEK for a new garage door!! that's just bullshit right there sorry
Good news for everyone though is that I stopped cutting ^.^
I have wanted to a lot but I haven't cuz I reliezed how it was hurting Rhent... he just gets so sad when he finds out I did... I just don't want him to be like that, ya know?
Um well I am thinking of just updateing when I find the time like I am today..
I am going to work on submitting more art for everyone trust me it is getting a lot better since I am drawing almost all the time now in school
I am now in my school's computer club though..
my freinds at school are wondering if I was hit in the head or not cuz I normally am against any school clubs and stuff like that but ya know it isn't half bad..
I will be getting a tablet for my comp once we find one that can work with a Windows 98 comp
If anyone can find one cheap for me please pm about it..
Thanks alot!
Well it's time for Vampy to be heading out again.. I changed my song to AFI - Silver and Cold now also ^.^
I love AFI now! and Rammstein came out with a new CD called Rosenrot!! I so want it!!
Well time to head out to get some of my work done
cya all later and drop me a e-mail at deathsbloodyangel@yahoo.com sometime and I'll surely reply cuz I check it everyday ^.^
bye byes till next time

~Vampy
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Friday, October 28, 2005

   OMG A POST!!!

they really should have a screaming emotioncon sometimes...
well yeah busy busyness for me as usual..
I'm going to a halloween party tomarrow at my dad's...
my sister is comeing with me... so is my mom since she is takeing us out there...
Um not to much happening for me besides I been getting better grades this year alot better and my drawing skills are getting better quickly...
um well I hope to get my mom to take a pic of me with all the makeup and stuff cuz I know I am gonna look really cool...
I'm gonna spike my hair down super straight and do my own makeup with some of my ideas I have been drawing on my characters...
and oh yeah good news to everyone!!
I am starting my own manga finally and I have been working on my story again!! :D
so look around for those in posts soon....
Well sorry I got no time to stop into anyones site but I got some prepareing to do yet...
hope ya all have a good halloween and watch the corners... things might drop down upon you... >:)
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   ok well a update finally

ok well I am makeing time to update and check on things I have missed out on in the past month..
I just hope no one is mad at me for not commenting in that long ^_^;;;
I noticed I lost 3 gb sig.'s in that time though..
I changed the song on the top because I love that song from FF X-2 I just got to the part with that in the game so I just hade to find it, download it and put it on here ^^
well I hope everyone is doing ok...
Yesterday was sweetest day.. I didn't acually get anything from anyone at all this year.. not even my father.. he drove in from 3 towns away after work last year to hand me a rose ^//^ but he didn't even call me at all....
*sighs* Idk what's going on with him anymore....
Well I guess that's all besides of the fact that my comp is still one step from being back to fully set up...
I still got to thank wolfy for getting my files for me though ^_^
those were really important ^_^
*hugs all*
ttyl
~-Vampy
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

ok a update until tomarrow...

ok well my step dad is working on getting my comp up and running at the mo- and well yeah...
the extra programs he was talking about putting on there he can do tomarrow and those are just editing programs and junk.. just basically extras on there that would be useful to have is all....
but yeah.
the dance went well and mom got pics of me after the dance since my sisters mom couldnt get one before hand cuz we ended up showing up like 15 minutes after the dance started...
mom didn't chaperion after all ^_^
she said she was going to be nice and let me have a good time on my own...
It was great because my freinds acually got to see me dance and they didn't know I could... my one freind sam starting busting up laughing when i went down low in front of her then came back up and did that pop thing with my hips or whatever you call it...
I dunno though but I hade loads of fun..
It was to bad my b/f couldnt go and neither could any of the guys I wanted to go but yeah it's just their loss only not mine so yeah
^_^
I hade guys stareing at me when they played Disturbed - The Sickness cuz I was jumping up and down and I hade to of gotten a foot off the ground cuz they were like "woah dude!" and yeah.. and no wolfy it wasn't cuz I was wearing a skirt..
but yeah as soon as mom uploads the pics from her memory stick on her camera I will show some people my pics ^_^
I thought I looked good so yeah ^_^
um..... hm..... well that's pretty much all I can think for now besides the fact of mom wanting me to get off of here soon because she wants her laptop back to do junk....
*sighs* I got school tomarrow sadly.. oh yeah mom gave my kitty a bath and she is doing alot better ^_^
my kitty is still a bit sick but mom said she is going to get her some medicine for it sometime soon so yeah hopefully my kitty will be all better soon ^_^
she hade tons of fleas and stuff so she didn't sleep to well but now since they are all gone she is doing nothing but sleep! lol
silly little kitty eh?
well yeah cutting it off here before I ramble on more.. byes for now
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

wow I am on here yet again

ok well I am on here now but sorry I can't visit peoples sites....
My step dad can finally work on my comp today. mom said it was ok....
the basics on it can be done today but the protection stuff can be installed tomarrow...
I'm going to my school dance tonight with my freinds and after thinking about it it would be best if my mom came with me as a chaperion....
only cuz of two things:
one: on wednesday I went to a school bonfire and my sisters freind Phil tried to grab my butt.
and two: on thursday my freind Jason showed up and grabbed my chest and he said he was going to the dance.....
so yeah..
well that's all from me besides I am accually going to have time to check on all my stuff for a bit finally
and well I am pretty much giving up on dot hack and ff 10-2 is getting pretty ridiculous in their demands for certain missions on that game so I am about to give that up also...
my sister might be comeing over tomarrow so horray for that ^^
the construction people next door woke me up at 7:30 this morning and my mom also so yeah but they are almost done over there finally.. so yeah for that too ^_^
lol i am being so weird today eh?
well byes for now
~-Vampy
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

well yeah in case anyone even checks here anymore.......

yeah well I would tell you guys on all that has been happening since my comp crashed is basically this:
Video games, video games, and more video games...
I been getting my homework done in my 2 study halls I got so it leaves me with alot of open time after school.....
um well I been going to a few school things with my sister also.....
I borrowed some anime dvd's and a manga....
the manga is the first 3 volumes of chobits.... I see now why people like this manga so much becuase chi is very cute in it and seems cutier when she don't really understand certain things....
um far as game wise for me borrowing from her I just got dot hack infection, and Final fantasy 10-2
The dvd's I got from her are episodes 10 to 15 of outlaw star, Tenchi Muyo movie: Tenchi Falls in Love, and a disk with a ton of dot hack//sign episodes on it...
dot hack confuses the crap out of me becuz it don't really explain much at all in my opinion....
but yeah well it was school spirit week this week...
monday was clash day were you dressed in things that completly dont go together, tuesday was twin day were you dressed in the same outfit as someone else, wednesday was 60's day were we could dress like the evil hippies, today was dress-up day and tomarrow is blue and gold day...
I only did the 60's day since I couldn't find anyone to do the twins day with me.......
um well I got a call from my brother saying he is going into the marine corp....
i dunno but it seems like everyone in the family is going to be lost to the military....
right now i am just waiting on his call back.......
well yeah that's all..
hopefully my comp will be back up this weekend....
I am going to the school dance this Saturday from 8 to 11 pm.....
I will try to have fun dispit how I feel right now.....
bye for now
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

ok well this is just to let people know

my computer hade a scan done on it and it crashed last night...
it will take about a week before I get it back up well acually until my step dad gets it back up...
so yeah... I lost everything on there due to 2 virus worms and 10 viruses due to my comp being so old and not being able to have the proper protection from the no of days viruses..
wolfy if you could do me a favor and try to get me my pictures if they are still working then save them... e-mail them to me if you can......
my photobucket albums are Vamp2004 and Vamp44857...
well yeah i got to get off the freakin laptop cuz supposivly i aint even allowed to get on a comp now becuz i lost the comp -_-
i could do nothing about it!!!!
oh yeah wolfy do you mind postin' in my mini shop for me that my comp crashed... thanks alot.. i will pay the people to go in there and bump till i get this back up...
bye
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

   hey look a post from me before school

omg i hade such a cool birthday yesterday!!
*hugs wolfy* thanks so much for the card it was cute...
thanks to everyone again who told me happy birthday...
ok well I gotta hurry with this cuz I gotta get ready soon...
Well ok I cryed yesterday cuz only 2 of my freinds at school told me happy birthday and I hade to remind them to begin with...
but I got over it after my mom talked to me....
omg like everyone online was telling me happy birthday it was crazy!
my freinds in one of the threads in gaia hade everyone sing me happy birthday.. omg I was acually blushing from it...
uh yeah to this part since this is probably what you guys wanna hear is what I got..
Well I got a black and white mp3 player by Creative...
^_^
with that and the rechargeable batteries it came out to $95 but mom spent it on me cuz I acually smiled after that...
I bought cookies for myself instead of a cake cuz I knew if I got a cake my brother would smash it in my face >:D
my dad stopped by and gave me a card from my grandma who just moved to texas... she gave me $5..
um well I wanted to get a few manga's but the stupid atm was out of money so we couldnt get the cash for gas to go there...
this weekend I guess we are going to get them..
I'm gonna get the how to draw manga book.. well one of them at least... ^_~
I guess next weekend I am staying at my dad and they have no phone at all right now so that means no internet over there either... T.T
oh well my mom over there got a new puppy so I will have fun with that...
but wow I gotta go it's like 6:30 I gotta be outta here in 15...
*hugs everyone tight* byes ^_^
~-Vampy
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

this post acually has a slight purpose

well yeah....
I was talking to a girl on gaia and turns out yesterday morning i hade morning sickness....
she thinks i am a pregnant and well i got to thinking about it....
I wouldn't mind it on one end cuz the only person it could be is rhent's.....
but on the other hand remembering what I was told a long time ago I don't want it...
the person told me "If you are to bare a child then the end shall be brought upon us all for the child would be of pure blood and it's power would be imense...
You should never have a child as much as you may want it for it would kill us all..."
well yeah then after remembering that I started asking myself questions.....I didn't get very good results.....
it basically resulted in me wanting to kill people and almost blacking out....
I don't want the war to start but I think it is going to soon... considering the barrier is lifted and everything else that is happening to my freinds and now myself again...
I just want to have someone crush my skull... cuz I don't want this pain anymore knowing all of this stuff...
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   um...... why am I posting?

heh I am posting but I forgot why I am ....
oh yeah now i member!
my b-day is tomarrow finally!! ^_^
I be 16!!
oh yeah here is a purty pic Cam drew on my groupboard but it takes a uber long time to load so I saved it:

um well.... yeah I'm not sure on what else to post about besides I finally got the chance to comment on everyones site yesterday I only got 4 comments back T.T
I ish saddened by the people who don't love me back T.T
Well I still need to find out which one you guys like better cuz these av.'s are for me:
1)

2)

3)


and oh yeah here is the banner to my mini shop on gaia:

I think thats about all....
oh yeah I seen Naruto last night.
It was so cool and funny to!
I love it...
I can't wait till next week to watch another episode ^^
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