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Wednesday, January 5, 2005
a long poem
Hollow 5:37 p.m.
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When you hear my heart beating,
When you look into my eyes,
When you see the emotion on my face,
When you relieze how I feel,
What is it to answer all of the above?
Hollow....
Hollow is the sound of my heart beating,
Hollow is the look in my eyes,
Hollow is the emotion on my face,
Hollow is how I feel when you finally relieze it.
Hollow....
My heart is hollow,
My look in my eyes is hollow,
My emotion on my face is hollow,
I feel Hollow inside.
Why is that you ask?
It is one reason.
You are gone from my life,
You took my heart when you left,
You took the glissen in my eyes,
You took my many emotions off my face,
You hollowed me out inside....
You are the one I love,
My love is what kept me together inside,
My love is what made me seem so attractive,
My love brought me many emotions,
You took my love when you left me.
So now that your back I feel like it is coming back.
I am slowly returning myself to before.
But unfortunately I can never be fully put back together.
Because of another I can not be the same,
Because someone was attracted to my hollowness they made more of it when they left me too.
But now that your back I can feel almost complete.
I can be as complete as I feel I can.
Please don't leave me again.
I love you to much to let you leave again,
Please help me put me back together,
Please come back to me,
Please fill the hollowness inside.
You make me feel safe,
You make me feel loved,
You make me feel important,
When the hollowness comes.
I am scared.
Please help me to stay safe,
Please end my fear,
Please....
Don't let me be scared anymore.
Please i don't want to be like I was before.
Before I was....
Hollow
By Audrey Buderer
12-22-2004 5:49 p.m.(written date and time)
12-27-2004(date posted)
01-05-2005(date reposted)
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