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Birthday
• 1989-09-12
Gender
• Female
Location
• Ohio
Member Since
• 2004-11-13
Occupation
• Unemployed High School Graduate
Real Name
• Audrey

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Achievements
• I graduated high school despite family troubles and boyfriend troubles. I am now in counsiling to fix my messed up head.
Anime Fan Since
• 6th grade ~ 1999 ~ 10 years
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Trigun, Black Lagoon, Death Note, Saikano, Vampire Knight, Angel Sanctuary, Bleach, Final Fantasy Advent Children, Nana, Naruto, Jing The Bandit King, Detective Ragnarok Loki, Golden Boy, Elfen Lied, Gundam Wing, Zoids, Zoids: Legacy, Hellsing,
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• To be a video game character designer and release at least one album with a band.
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• Drawing, reading manga, video games, fixing computers, and playing my guitar
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• Art, Computer work, Guitar, Cooking, Making things, and fixing things.




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Monday, April 18, 2005

I'm sorry

Sorry I didnt post this morning I didnt have time to.
I am home now and balling my eyes out.
I dont think I can take this anymore.
My counsiler has died so I basicly have no one to talk to now.
I mean I have my boyfreind but I just dont know.
People in my school just will not leave me to my peace.
I dont know how much longer I can take this.
Things at home are SO stressful with all my homework that needs to be done so I can pass to keep my computer and takeing care of my aunt all day with my aunt is to much.
I just dont know what to do.
I have already failed two classes for the year.
I am trying my best to do all of my work but it just keeps pileing up more and more everyday.
I have so much to do in such a little time I cant take it.
I dont know what to do with myself anymore.
I want to just sit down and slit my wrists and get this over with but I cant do it.
I think of Rhent and then I just freeze and wonder what this would do to him.
I love him more then anything but I just cant take all this shit from school.
I am sorry if something does end up happening to me but I am on the edge of a cliff that I know no one can save me from once I step over the edge.
I'm sorry to some people if it feels like all their good freinds end up this way but I acually only have freinds online.
My freinds at school toss me aside like a toy and they always have.
I just wish I could go and see everyone before something happens but I cant so all I can say is good luck to all of you and I hope you have happy lives.
Please dont mourn over me for I am nothing to mourn over.
Sorry.......
*walks out still crying*
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