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Tuesday, April 19, 2005


Sorry again

I am sorry to everyone who I made a promise to me for me not to cut myself anymore, but i did last night.
Things are basicly on a steady pase of getting worse for me as the days pass by.
I would have to say that after today alot of things are going to change for me.
I am breaking up with Chanel today (vamp'sgirl) for the reason on how I have been lately.
I am sorry to her that it would have to end this way but I would honestly rather end it now then wait any longer and see her to be transfered to another school.
I think that me being in a relationship at school right now is not going to help me very much.
I honeslty think all I would be doing is just hurting the other person thus hurting myself more for hurting the other person.
Besides I am in a very unstable state right now and I dont think I could really do anything anyways.
I am sorry Chanel but I feel it is better off this way.
But I am going to go now so I can get ready for school and write up the note to chanel.
Again I am sorry.....

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