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Thursday, April 21, 2005

something i wrote

I wrote this I felt I hade to post it in case I cant come back:


I just want to die
For I have lost the my will to live
I know I love you and I would never hurt you
but it's becoming to much.
You try to explain to me the things I need to understand,
but I'm sorry if I don't understand.
You say you've tried to explain in many diffrent ways,
but you gave up after only explaining twice.
You say you'll be there for me but your really not,
cuz when I call your never there even when I need you the most.
I just want to die for I can't take this anymore,
I try to understand but I just can't.
I go to reach out for you and your not even there,
it's as if I was only dreaming.
Please don't let my experiences end up being dreams,
for I don't want to loss you for I would loss myself more.
I go through more and more stress every single day,
and I just want it to stop.
Please come back to me for I love you more
then anyone before.
Your the only thing keeping me alive right now for
is my outlook to be with you eventually when I can.
To be held in your arms when I fall asleep would
just make my day better.
I dream about you everynight dreaming to be to with you
for the rest of my life.
I have only but one will to live.
My will to be with you.

written on 04/18/2005 2:22p.m.


:well thats all.
bye
I love you Rhent.
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