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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

uh...............

Random comment post today since I cant think of anything to post bout.
my random comment:
"what is this thing we call love? If love is suppose to be SO great then why is it that because I loved someone it hurt? I thought love was suppose to take away the pain? I found another love to try and heal my wounds from before.
She stabbed me in the back even after being together for two years. He came in not to long ago and found me lying there bleeding. He helped me up and showed me how bad she really was because my "love" for her was blinding my sight on how she really was. For that I am eternally grateful to him. I reliezed something in the process though.
I was going to give up on love completly after her but I ended up falling in love with him. I felt safe in his arms from any harm. And when I was in trouble he acually came and helped me unlike her when she sat back and watched.
I dont understand this thing we call love. I never did before because all I ever experienced before was false love. False love is just a enemy hiding until the right time and they stab you in the back when you least expect it. And sometimes you just cant leave the person alone even though you know they stabbed you in the back thus causing you more pain. You eventually get used to the pain from the one person and begin to shut out the world.
I didnt relieze that she was acually a false love to me. He stepped into my life and revealed to me who she really was.
Well I have finally steped away from her and steped into his light. I feel comfort in his light and I never want to leave it. I love the feeling of being near him. I get comfort in jus hearing his voice. I never got that from her.
So now I understand what this thing called love is.
Love is when you can be safe from harm with someone else and you know it for sure.
I know I love him more than anything. I know he will heal my wounds from her and keep me safe."


:long quote? yes it is but I guess thats kinda random but yeah thats what I was thinking about. Yes philosophy is very confuseing. I aint reading my own work because I would confuse myself and fry my brain for the day just trying to figure out what in the world I said. Well yeah random comments today. Have fun.
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