myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Contact Me

AIM
• VampiraProphecy
E-mail
• Click Here
OtakuBoards
• Vamp2004
Website
• Click Here
Yahoo! Messenger
• dragonette2008

Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-09-12
Gender
• Female
Location
• Ohio
Member Since
• 2004-11-13
Occupation
• Unemployed High School Graduate
Real Name
• Audrey

Personal

Achievements
• I graduated high school despite family troubles and boyfriend troubles. I am now in counsiling to fix my messed up head.
Anime Fan Since
• 6th grade ~ 1999 ~ 10 years
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Trigun, Black Lagoon, Death Note, Saikano, Vampire Knight, Angel Sanctuary, Bleach, Final Fantasy Advent Children, Nana, Naruto, Jing The Bandit King, Detective Ragnarok Loki, Golden Boy, Elfen Lied, Gundam Wing, Zoids, Zoids: Legacy, Hellsing,
Goals
• To be a video game character designer and release at least one album with a band.
Hobbies
• Drawing, reading manga, video games, fixing computers, and playing my guitar
Talents
• Art, Computer work, Guitar, Cooking, Making things, and fixing things.




Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Vamp2004


Wednesday, April 27, 2005

more crap that caused me to cut again

ok...ok...ok I know I have heard it a thousand times from people I shouldnt cut myself but it's a problem for me thats slightly addictive and its hard to break.
Well I talked to chanel(vampsgirl) yesterday and well I found out she cheated on me for the past five months.
I was SO pissed when I found that out. I went and did some digging in my room last night and found my good scissors and well used em before I went to bed.
I almost hade blood on my blanket cuz I didnt relieze how sharp they are.
Sorry probably didnt wanna hear that but yeah it kinda came out.
Well I aint worring to much over chanel because she dont relieze the fact of that she drove me away from her. She lost the best thing she could ever get.
I thought being with someone for over a year almost a year and a half and being engaged would acually mean something to someone. Apparently it didnt mean much to her because after I was stupid enough and purposed she treated me worse after a week that I did that.
I would say me purposeing to her was the stupidiest move I ever did and yes a even stupidier move then cutting.
I know she will more then likely read this tonight after school and try to start stuff with me tomarrow over it but if she tries to start stuff with me now I am not gonna hold back and I am just gonna punch her dead in her face.
I have been going through more hell apart from her then what I was with her only because she has been telling people crap about me that aint true.
And yes chanel I found out what you have been saying because like I told you SO many, many, many times before I have my "little birdies" everywhere. My little birdies will acually tell me the truth unlike your so called birdies. Cuz just to inform you half of your so called birdies are acually good friends of mine and they will let me know when people talk shit bout me.


Just to change the subject though.
I acually caught up on alot of work I hade to get done last night.
If only my moms computer acually printed out the stupid report pages I have to get done for World History.
I am going to try going to the art room today and see if I can print them out there cuz they got a colored printer, plus I know the art teachers there ^^ I am sure one of em will be nice and let me print like 5 pages for a school report.
But speaking of school work. I talked to my mom the other day about that.
She said that she will acually pay for summer school this year for me if I am only failing like two classes and need those to pass.
But there is a drawback to it.
Whether I fail or take summer school I will loss my computer both ways.
Stupid in my opinion but also I see where she is comeing from on that.
I think though if I only need summer school for one class I should keep my computer.
But I am trying now alot harder.
It is hard to keep up with all my work I got to get done considering I am takeing both sophmore and freshaman classes and I failed like one class in the begining of the year yeah this semester stuff is gonna be pretty hard.
And just to add to it though I failed Biology for the year. So I have to pass all the rest of my classes even if it means passing it with a D. So yeah I am trying my best right now.
I try to be online and talk to people while I do my homework in case I need any help so yeah.
And I just remembered I hade math homework to do last night and I didnt get it done.
*sighs*
man...
Well hopefully I will have extra time in health class to start it or do it during lunch.


Well I am ending this long post of the stuff in my boring depressin life.
see ya all after school maybe.
Comments (7)

« Home