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Friday, September 19, 2008
im really depressed and going down hill fast
dont really know whats going for me anymore, and i dont want to live, but i aint commitin suicide but still...i mean the guy i like, i told him i liked him and he said he only liked me as a friend, and i feel like im never gonna get a bf. i dont know whats wrong with me, and i feel stupid for even tellin him tht now, i mean idk i bet he likes someone else, i dont know why anyone would like me. i hate miself and i dont want to sound like im feelin sry for miself, well i am cause its mi life and it just fucking sux right now and i hate it. gawd, i dont know what to do really, im not good at gettin a bf, and i dont know if ill get one ever, which i know i prolly will but still. i mean i feel like im all alone, and no one really understands how i feel. well im done talking for one day, cause i dont really know what else to say since everything else is pretty much just as depressin as this. like i dont have a job yet, and i feel lazy and i feel like ppl think im a loser cause of tht maybe idk and i am not going to college yet, but i have found one that i might go to. well mi dad is a jerk and his gf is just as bad, but i dont like living here anymore, i want to leave this place forever and never come back, maybe live in the ocean. i want mi cat blue back too. i hope someone reads this post, itll make me a lil happier. well thats all for today ill try mi best to keep yall in touch with mi life.
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