Saturday, July 30, 2005

  Okay, so, anywayz, how are you guyz? I guess I'm good.
Well, today, I went to some family reunion w/the side my parents haven't seen in over a decade..... i guess....... i don't know them. lol
My cousin didn't go cuz she was @ Six Flags. lucky.......
Anywayz, i guess it was okay, but i was the only one in my age range.... every one else was older, or 5 and under. Y.Y

Anywayz, yestereday, I was feeling really pissy. my mom was bein' a mom and makin' me angry. The thing i hate about my anger is, i can't do anything to let it out. I can't punch ppl.... i can't even hit my dad if he hits me first. i can't yell. damn, and i'm not that strong in the arms, so punching does nothing. kicking stuff works, but that doesn't get rid of my anger very well. so my chest starts to hurt and i start considering certain options that i'll probably never go thru. like setting my house on fire.... (well, actually, i don't wanna lose all my anime/manga... so ... no) or stabbing stuff.... (the wall, my mom, some other object, or myself)
Don't worry, tho. i'm too.... uh... something to kill myself. (and i know my friends would be really sad if i did do that)
The worst part about my anger issues is, when i'm angry with someone for something (and i guess, like my dad, i stay pretty calm w/my friends) i just blow up. Like @ school some time ago, i got really mad at one of my friends for something she did and started yelling at her. but another friend got involved, so i yelled something in anger and she started to cry. i felt really guilty, then. They say i'm scary when i get angry. (Which, like i said before, is rare when it comes to ppl that aren't my parents. (I really am like my dad XD))

On a better note (notice the mood-swing): My friend, xHaruTheMagicCowx, invited me to the mall yesterday after all that, and we went, had fun, and i started to feel better. I bought vol. 9 of GensoMaden Saiyuki (I only need vol. 3 now ^_^). The guyz @ suncoast gave us free magazines. (Shonen Jump, Newtype, and something else.....). So i was looking thru Newtype, and there's this anime in Japan i really wanna check out.... i hope they have it in america sometime in the near future (which they probably won't Y.Y) It's an anime called "Trinity Blood" or something. It's about Vampire Hunters i think. And this one priest, named Abel Nightroad, seems really awesome. (and in for some reason reminds me of Watari from YnM in some pics i've seen. lol) (Also Goku from saiyuki, cuz they said he lights up like a child w/a new toy when someone offers to buy him food. XD)
Well, anywayz... i gotta check up on that.

EDIT: I just found out from anime news network that FUNimation is licensed to do Trinity Blood.... and the official FUNimation Trinity Blood website, if i'm correct, says it's coming out next year. (Summer 2006) TOTALY LOOKING FOREWARD TO IT ALREADY! OMG! XD

Well, hope you guyz r well. ^_^
ttyl
*^Blood, Rain, & Roses^*
VampiregirlED

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