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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Angst
Originally posted on DeviantART.

Anyone remember this post? => http://vampiregirled.deviantart.com/journal/4562327/
I dought many of you do....
Well, it's been exactely one year to the day that Spikey-chan died. As if February didn't already suck ass.
I'm still really pissed about this.
You see, I can't help wondering if it could've been prevented.... well, I mean, if we'd done something, she'd still be here.
Reason? Well, First, I'd felt this lump in her stomache, and at first, I didn't think much of it. It took me a while to mention it. I realized it had grown. So, there. That was my mistake.
Then, my parents didn't take her to the vet for a month or two. If I'd told them sooner, or if they took her sooner, maybe she'd have been fine.
And third, there's the vet himself. The surgery was done, and I was told the tumor should have been completely gone. If not, It would take a few years to return. By then, she'd be old anyway. Guess what, only took a couple month. WTF?
So I'm pissed at everybody for this, even though it's not really their faults. I know that. I'm pissed at myself, my parents, and the vet...

Dad's an ass. He makes really mean comments about it. Pisses me off every day.
All I've got is a teddy bear who's ear she used to chew on, a few blurry pictures, and her collar. She's buried next to our garage under a flower bush. I hope she's happy and doesn't feel pain wherever she is.

Well, I'll stop now.

*^Blood, Rain, & Roses^*
VampiregirlED
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