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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Have you ever gotten that feeling that your world is falling apart?
That your life means nothing in the big picture?
That the world would go on with out you? I recently got one of these feelings I dont know how to explain it. Its like all of a sudden I'm fine then I get really depressed. Its not because of school or my home life, they are all going really good as far as my life goes. I mean Im not failing any classes and I havent fought with my mom or my brother in a really long time. So, you ask what is the point of this entry? Actually I have no idea. I started this weblog just because I had nothing else to do, and now I dont know. I havent been able to keep up with it.

O.o;
O.k. enough with the bullcrap. I feel as if my life is spinning out of control and I can do nothing to stop it. I'm getting out of highschool next year and still havent found what I want to do with my life and the ever approaching future is practially on my doorstep. Most of my friends are Seniors this year and they will be leaving me after the school year is over. ((Props to everyone I know that is graduating in '05 ^.^ ))
I have no personal relationships that really intrest me right now. Maybe Im just at a stalemate in my life, where I cant move forward nor backwards. Im not really interested in anything anymore. I dont know how this effects my "life" but its out there now.
News: My ex has moved away and now I dont have to see him lurking around the hallways. Bad part: I think hes coming back next christmas. T.T

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