Wednesday, September 1, 2004

   First Day....Must say...

Vell, it was my first day at a new school today...it was pretty good. My English teacher Ms. Gannon is a bit of a bore, and one thing that got to me was when she had just finished talking about respect and such..and while we were having a discussion about our work i raised my hand to speak and in the middle of my sentence, she literally cut me off..but my Math teacher Mr. Thyer is GREAT! Met this real great guy, by the name of Thomas...very soft spoken and funny. I was so pleased to find out that my friend Jessica is with me...Well that was the good part of my day. Here's the bad...I have to live with an ass-kisser in Math class...And while getting on the city bus i touched some old lady with my shoulder and she thought it was my over-flowing book bag...and she shoved my shoulder THREE TIMES! She started scolding me about having respect and about taking off my bag...blah blah blah! i got so pissed off that she shoved me for the wrong reason that i said "Oh shove it Grandma and go choke on cat food!" Cause i noticed she had her cat in a cage...Grrrrr! Bitch! I respect my elders but for christ's sake...if you don't give any don't you fucken expect some in return!! ya well...she looked taken aback and i was ready to say more...but fortunately Thomas and Jess were there to pull me away before i did or said anything i'd regret. It's so upsetting how fucking disrespectful ppl can be...fucken shoving me like a fucken bag of patatoes! And then...Thomas rang the bell to get off and the bus driver missed it(not paying attention) So i called out "Excuse me sir but you just missed a bus stop" And he started bitching also saying shit like "Don't go all ballistic" and crap...In my head i was thinking.."What is this? Pick on me week?" Well enough complaining...i'm just some sort of havoc magnet, i was born to be mistreated.

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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

An Odd Poem

Here's the deal...I have been abnormally depressed today(AkA More than usual) And so i decided to take a shower..as some sort of ritual to lift my spirits. As i was washing my hair i kept humming a tuneless sentence..."Death will not take me.." Over and over until i was struck by an idea for a poem. So i quickly jumped out of the shower, hair still dripping with shampoo, got myself a pencil and some looseleaf and began to write. The last words i said to myself before hopping back into to the shower to rinse off was..."Did i ever tell you that you are extremely weird?" So here's what i came up with...Enjoy! DEATH DID NOT TAKE ME I wanted to die again today, To try and make life drift away, But death did not take me, I am mangled in my bathroom tub, As my cuts ooze out crimson blood, Yet death will not take me, An undeniable pain pierces at me, It is not from my wounds, but my heart, And still death will not take me, For is he mad? 'Cause here i am, Practically selling my soul, But death still denies me, This ageless reaper, Does nothing to ease my pain, Instead he passes on by, As if i am a ghost... Why will he not free me?

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   OWWWwww!!!

*sighs heavily* Well...were school comes anxiety follows. All the stress of knowing that i start tomorrow and the lack of sleep..is REALLY starting to catch up with me. I get so nervous that i make myself sick...but i'm only allowed to miss 3 days at maximum or i'm kicked out of my courses. I have this sudden urge to beat someone up so badly...but i don't have the strength, puking and fighting don't mix so well. This would usually be something i would write in my journal/diary...but i don't care right now, i already feel like terd! Well...enough complaining!!! I want to know what you guys think of the names i've given my characters... Main Character - Undecided Second Character- Keegan/Eneth (soon to be explained) Others- Sioban(Mother/Goddess of the underworld) Reamus(Father/Head Angel..or Elder) Mathir/Corgnius(EVIL MAN!!! To be explained)

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Monday, August 30, 2004

A great idea for my story

I have finally figured out the odd ends to my story that i will be writing...I'm so pleased with myself. It came to me in a dream and now i will use those thoughts to write. I am not going to post my idea here..and right now, for i fear others will personify it and call it there own. *glares at otaku users* But i will tell you this...The storyline is quite complicated but intense, and the characters are easy to relate to. I wrote an outline until 3am yesterday but was then told to go to bed...and now i must wait for my brain to start functionning in the creative mode so i can finish what i started. Well, that is all for now...i'll update about my story once i feel it is time to share. Salutations to all P.S. i've already drawn an image of the main character...i'll post it once i can get my pathetic scanner to work!

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Sunday, August 29, 2004

I should be the one in black.....

~~~~-^ OPPOSITE LOVE^-~~~~ Your love is wierd. You suddenly fell inlove or have a cruch on an enemy or someone you though you never date. You seem shy,silent,and nicer to that person. tip,so you like an enemy,oppisite always attrake. LOVE SECTION, Whats your love type? very,very good pics.UPDATED brought to you by Quizilla

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   Why does it say i'm stout....i'm not even close

My sphere is Knight (Know Loyalty and Respect), and my class is Arms Master (Pragmatic and Stout). I am an Advisor. Your great sense of ethics and honor, as well as your practical knowledge of the world, makes you an excellent advisor and confidant to the people who are respectful of your ways, and to whom you will show respect in return. Liu Bei, the well-meaning King of the ancient Shu kingdom in China, was not famous for his own accomplishments, but for the excellent quality of his generals, and the brilliance of his advisor of special repute, Zhuge Liang. What kind of Warrior are you?

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Appealing images...

Nic nac paddywack give a vamp a gun... Mmmm...Yummy! Adore this image...

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   Priceless Stupidity

Just to show you that princesses of darkness can do stupid things...i got up from my computer chair around 5 minutes ago to go see something that was playing on television (The Never Ending Story) and well i wasn't looking where i was going and my foot got caught on one of the legs of the arm chair..which happens to be at the entrance of the living room..and well i flew across the room to land of my stomach hard...atleast i landed on carpet. I just thought it was hilarious and so i started laughing hysterically and so did my kid sister...i will get her back for laughing at me...but i must admit it was funny.

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I'm so proud of myself...*stands up tall, nose in the air and begins to walk..but soon trips over her own feet*

Well i just finished making labels for my kid sister's school books...the parent thought i wouldn't be able to do it so she wanted to wait until she could get a hold of our computer administrator...but i showed her! It took me 15 minutes to figure it out...longer than my mind thought it would take but i did it anyways... i wanted to mention this yesterday but it literally slipped my mind...While i was shopping yesterday my back began to get sore, since we were going at it for atleast four hours...So to relieve the tension i was getting in my lower back i decided to bend my upper body completely forward until my hands were grazing the floor like a monkey's. The parent got embarrassed and kept asking me to walk properly..since i was bending and walking at the same time..Well i just thought it was funny embarrassing her..but now that i think of it i should have grunted like a monkey and started pounding my chest, but perhaps that would have given her a heart attack...Meh! It was amusing...

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Saturday, August 28, 2004

ARRRGH!!! SHOPPING AGAIN!!!

*sighs heavily* I went shopping ALL DAY...So boring. I am happy that i got Emily Strange clothes and i got this hilarious tee that says "Peas On Earth" With a picture of three little peas with faces and an earth beneath them...I just thought it was funny because usually it's "Peace On Earth"...I DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF...i thought it was a hilarious tee so IT IS!! Hmmph! I got some new pants....What else *ponders to self while stroking chin* Oh ya..underwear...I went first to La Senza with the parent...but all of the underwear were HUGE! So...to my embarrassment she brought me to La Senza Girl... Oh well i got these wicked boy brief looking underwear with a couple of spanky panties...Well now i'm home and there's nothing to do. I start school in four days...O_O FOUR DAYS?!?!?! HOLY FLAMING MOSES!!!! I'M NOT READY!!!*begins to scream like a maniac* HALA HALA HALA HALA!!!! Oh yes...and here are my appealing pictures of the day:

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