Tuesday, August 24, 2004

No Title Poem....again

Where is home, When you've been left behind, Why search, When there's nothing to find, You've been neglected, forgotten, You're as good as dead, Feeling useless, and rotten, So you cry instead, Tears flow like a stream, While battling your inner demons, Bottled up with hatred, you scream, They turned their backs on you, How could they? How dare they? Similar to an old toy, You've been thrown away, but it doesn't matter, Nothing matter's anymore, You'll just forget about them, As you head out the door.

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The Vamp is Back!

Greetings, i am officially back from my "one-day vacation" up north. Besides having a jaccuzi, a heated swimming pool, and a sauna...i was bored to tears. That's right...BORED! Spell it with me...B-O-R-E-D!!! i came up with another poem, which i'll be posting after i finish writing this...Which is....NOW!

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Saturday, August 21, 2004

   Recent Poem...No Title

You think you know me, As that girl who sits alone, Isolated from all, Neglected like the plague, Do you see this? Tell me do you? Do you see the real side of me, Will you even open your eyes, Blinded you are by all superficial, You don't even notice that i sream inside, It boils within my pit, It tears at my heart, Eats at me inside out, These scars invisble to you, Invisible to those not willing to see, I hate you more each day, As much as i hate me, You think that i'm evil, Or that i'm just ungreatful, You try to crack me open, Like some code, Some safe, But will you be ready for what you'll see, Will you be able to bear that person within, That person, Me.

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   Hmmmm.....

My day has been a blur...And i found myself bored to tears...the woman is leaving in one day and i can't wait..i got two new tees and i'm going shopping again tomorrow to go get some Emily Strange merchandise. HOLY CRAPOLA THAT WAS UNEXPECTED!!! One of the doors in my basement just slammed shut...Yadda yadda...don't know what i'll be doing tomorrow..I don't i want to be posting anything for perhaps two days until the parent is gone. Well that is all....Salutations from the Underworld.

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Thursday, August 19, 2004

   Can you believe my luck?

I went to the metro station, to go renew my bus identity card, and on my way back i sat in piss...So i decided to switch seats but my youngest sister stayed across from me, sitting beside the wretched smell. So my other sister and i decided to annoy and embarrass the youngest by pointing and laughing at her and saying out loud "Aww..man, Melissa did you have to piss your pants now?!?!" And of course to make the situation hilarious, ppl who were sitting beside her decided to move away...Brandae and i were nearly on the floor of the bus erupting with laughter..random ppl joined in. Then i get home, and since it rained this morning the seats were wet, i didn't know and i decide to sit on one of the chairs on the front gallery and get my ass soaked! So now my new blank pants are wet and smell like musty old piss.(don't worry i changed and put them in the wash) I guess it's karma's way of getting back at me for laughing at the woman who i saw wearing a diaper...*shifty eyes*

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   A great connection....

I snuck out of my room after the parent went to bed. As i was at the top of the stairs i noticed that her door was open...(smart) and i remembered that the stairs creaked...so i stood there for 15 minutes thinking what i should do..That's when it hit me like a rock...i needed help from my fat cat Skittles..since he made the stairs creak under his weight also..so basically i needed him as a diversion. but the problem was he was no where in sight. So, just for the hell of things i thought of him real hard and long, and how much i needed his help...and who shows up at the bottom of the steps purring all lazily...SKITTLES! i love that fat cat sooooo much..and let me see any of you try and do anything to him *slides index finger across neck while making a slicing sound* That's right...i love that darn cat more then humans...and believe me that's no challenge.

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Whoot! Hop on the Express to Lala Land!! Choo Choo!

I have now recieved my 50th signing..and who to thank, DarkWizard. You ROCK! I can't believe ppl are coming and signing like this so fast...and to think that this is my first site...*looks starry eyed* THANK YOU I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

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Short poem...No title yet...

There is a boy who stares, With eyes of sorrow, Pleading for all to understand, Yet a voice unheard, For no mortal man, Can help those who won't see tomorrow.

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   What Is Wrong With Adults....

I just got back from the clinic(CLSC). I waited 2hrs for nothing...it took five minutes for the doctor to say that an insect bit me in the ear..how disgusting is that? I walk home in the blazing sun(shouldn't have worn a three quarter black top)I just get on the computer to check things out, and i've got the parent telling me i should go swimming...."I don't want to go swimming" was my answer and she tells me "Then there's no computer until i see you in that pool!" AH HA HA HA! All of a sudden it's raining...that is such a coincidence..i don't want to go swimming and now it's pouring. MOUHOUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Okay enough! Well this is it for now...i'll post my very short poem that i made up while waiting to get checked at the CLSC.

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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Hmmm....That seems about right

I fear change.

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