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Birthday
• 1800-11-30
Gender
• Female
Location
• Somewhere...*long pause* IN CANADA! ^________________~
Member Since
• 2004-08-15
Occupation
• Living one day at a time...possibly in the moment.
Real Name
• Natty-atty-asha aka Natasha [BF calls me Copycat & my BIG bro calls me Small Potato]

Personal

Achievements
• Having a high IQ...*sheepish grin*
Anime Fan Since
• I watched the movie "Totoro" as a wee lad. O___________________o???
Favorite Anime
• Vampire Hunter D, Death Note, Howl's Moving Castle, Wolf's Rain, Witch Hunter Robin, Escaflowne, Read or Die, Rurouni Kenshin, Hellsing, FLCL, Fruits Basket, Kiddy Grade, Serial Experiments Lain, Cowboy Bebop, Chobits, Evangelion, Inu Yasha, Totoro, etc..
Goals
• Whatever i feel like achieving...
Hobbies
• Poetry, Drawing, Reading, Writing, Music...etc.
Talents
• I can imitate anything...hence the nickname "Copycat"...plus i'm agile. ^____________^




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myOtaku.com: Vampyress


Wednesday, September 8, 2004

My Thoughts....
I hate complaining about my life...but i have to get rid of all that is stuck within me..or else i'll explode! And if i sound conceited in this post...and you don't like it, i have two words for you...FUCK YOU!!! My mother called me two days ago, telling me she was coming today...like a naive child i waited for her...after two bloody years..i still waited for her..she never showed..she called not too long ago telling me she wasn't coming because her bf didn't want to see me...she calls me 5 and half hours later to tell me she wasn't showing up...you stupid wench! you said 5 o'clock...Well perhaps i'll see you in a couple of months..once you feel like it...I was quiet all day..and i was actually nice and perhaps a bit cheerful until i get insulted at school for being the way i am...i get rejected by "friends" and by my own fucken flesh and blood..i know you said i was a mistake...but shit! you have to face the truth that i belong to you...and to think that after all these years of being apart..this little voice inside of me still believed that you'd come for me...but it's gone..I made sure of that..i drowned out that voice like i did with the rest of them...I HATE COMPLAINING!! I HATE IT!! Why is it everytime i'm nice with someone they're fucking cruel with me...WHY WHY WHY!!! always with the fucken why's GET A LIFE!!! or get out of one...there's nothing left..no family..no true friends..i don't even want to know myself or let alone be myself...i just feel this emptiness..that won't go away..no matter how much i scream...IT WILL NOT LEAVE!

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