Sunday, August 7, 2005

These Tears (poem)


No one knows that I cry these tears.
These tears of pure hatred.
These tears of pure sadness.
These tears that no one knows exist within my soul.
I feel so alone...so cold
But, when you're with me, those sensations are old.
When you left, I couldn't bear the pain of being alone.

Since you've been gone,
I don't know what is right anymore.
I can't sleep at night,
knowing that you have given your love to someone else.
I gave you my heart and soul...
And what did I get in return?
Nothing...nothing but an empty void in my heart that shall never mend.

I don't know if I'll last till the end.
My heart is heavy with prolonged pain
Nothing can wash away the blood-red stain.
I feel everything in a different manner,
The rain of course, seems my master.
How could you have done this to me?
It felt like we belonged, that we could've had a family
together

But I guess I can't have want I truly want...
Love is want and want is need
Need is to have
And to have you, would be my wildest dream
come true...
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Dance foolish mortal...dance

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Confusion (poem)
Depression sinking into my skin,
slowly rotting everything within.

A nameless body taking over me.
What's this monster, insecurity?

Fearing the darkness, forgetting to smile.
Wanting to wander away, mile after mile.

These words can't express what I feel,
confused. Some cancerous disease that no one can feel?

Crowded with affection, but so alone.
Healing other's problems, but I can't even hold my own.

A forever journey of sadness.
This pain is killing me with madness.

A shrink, I don't even know myself.
How could anyone else?

Depression sinking into my skin,
slowly rotting everything within.
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Truth Suffers (poem)
As my adolescence grows more distant
With each day past by
The distance becomes more insistent
With each and every last lie
The wool has been lifted
And I have been gifted
With unclouded sight
My visions have been shifted
Through lies I have sifted
To find the difference wrong and right
Only to find we have already lost the fight
Blinded by innocence
Sheltered through adolescence
Where a child's eyes once saw love and understanding
Now all I see are lies, death, pain, and suffering
Truth suffers but it never dies
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My Reflection (poem)
Breathe my breath before you suffocate me
Feel my tears before you make me cry
Hear my heartbeat before you kill me
Think about it now
So you don't have to ask yourself why

Listen to my pleas
As I get down on my knees
I do not tell a lie
As I see the mirror break
My life you take
Now you don't have to watch me die.
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No One Else (poem)
As I cast my shadow upon the ground
I walk quietly not making a sound
I hear its voice a whsiper in the wind
I feel its tears it is raining again
I taste its fear within
It is but a marionette and I its master
It follows one step behind
Or do I follow the ties that bind
I walk a little faster
But it reads my mind
It still by my side
I have no place to hide
Each step I take it is there
Every thought I think, it shares
I run
Who do I run from?
I run from myself
From myself and no one else
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Maybe, a little illumiation is needed to scare away the ghosts of so many years ago. ~phantom of the opera~

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The Shadows (poem)
As the shadows walk across the land
So drops the last grain of sand
That final hour ends
I know I can't depend
on anyone
My heart aches
So I fake
everything
Life is but a masquerade
And I am just a figment
of your imagination
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I'm not Crazy! (poem)
Sing about the crazies
pocket full of daisies
Slashes, slashes, they all fall down

Dream about the insane
A Rabbit with a watch chain
Splashes, splashes, we're all gonna drown
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Alice went to Wonderland (poem)
Alice went to Wonderland,
Wonderland,
Wonderland,
Alice went to Wonderland
She had nowhere elso to go.
Everywhere that Alice went,
Alice went,
Alice went,
Everywhere that Alice went
Death was sure to follow.
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