I am one of Gackt's Dears!
What kind of Gackt fan are you?

quiz by mcvarmazi

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Gah!

Hey everybody! I missed you so much! Uh, yeah....lol I lost internet again. So people, bear with me. Oh, and yeah, I finally got to 100 views, well Im at 140 now, but yeah ^_^! Im in high school, and it like really suck some major butt.... the people always say "freshman!freshman!" Im just glad they havent pulled any pranks on me, seeing as how Im the school outcast and all. Pray for me people, I need it! Ummmm, lemme see here.... Oh yeah! Im getting a job! Im so happy! First pay check I get, Im going straight to Hot Topic, hell yeah ^_^. Then, Im going to buy everyone late b-day presents...hehe. Oh, thatd reminds me, Its my sisters b-day today. Happy b-day to Jenna, happy b-day to her >.> I wish it was my b-day. My mom said that I can get my lip pierced for my birthday, which is like...so awesome, cause when I asked her about 2 months ago, she said no. So Im happy, yay ^^ My friend Todd moved away to South Dakota, and I miss him so much!! He isnt even allowed to talk to me because his dad was being a butthole and said that if he didnt meet me face to face, he cant talk to me. So now I have to just sit here and like, be all lonely and stuff, while he goes and does whatever >.> This sucks.. I have to go. Im feeling emo again. Aishiteru

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Monday, May 30, 2005

Hey again

Sorry I havent updated in a while. Ive been busy with stuff and I somehow forgot abo this site. But anyway, Im back. And Ive got 108 views!!! GO ME!!!! -sigh- But Im bored and Im going to my friends house soon so Im going to go get ready. Hehehe, she's gonna buy me a trenchcoat and cool lacey boots that go up to the knees. Well, see ya ^^

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

-clears throut- OW...

Hey all. I just got finishes yelling at all ym little cousins for being in my room. Thay came in with one motive: DESTROY! And now my room is a total mess, pillows everywhere and blankets thrown around.>.> Kids can be cute at times...but really they are just little devils with cute faces. Seriously... But anyway...Im so bored. Oh guess what? Im going out with someone now. Yeah I know....FINALLY..lol Yeah, he looks sort of like miyavi. His hair is the same, but hes korean. I dont know what nationality Miyavi is but anyway. He has like.....no creases in his eyelids, which I find to be so fascinating...I dont know why. Whatever...but he looks most like Miyavi in this pic And this one hehehe On to other things...Jordan wasnt at school today, which sort of pissed me off. Lol, I get bored in PE and shes just about the only one I talk to. >.> I have nothing to right today..My mind is going blank... I COULD post the second chappy of my story....heheheheheh. Well, maybe I will. Later though. Toshiya Toshiya ITS MANA!!SO PRETTYFULL!! Malice Mizer Well, see ya for now. Playing: Illuminati by Malice Mizer Doing: -cracks knuckles- Thinking: Man.. I want some chicken >.>

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Monday, April 18, 2005

ILLUMINATI

Hey everyone. I stayed home today...alot of things happened over the weekend and I didnt get much sleep so my mom had some mercy on me ^^. Well, anyway...Im going to post some pictures. Miyavi is thinking really hard ^^ Rocker Yavi-chan Miyavi takes a bath Now, the reason for my title ILLUMINATI is because thats one of the MALICE MIZER songs. Im starting to get into that band...Oh yeah if you didnt know, thats the band Gackt used to be in. They are Gothic Lolitas ^^. Their song ILLUMINATI is so good! Although the video is a bit freaky, so I suggest that you dont watch it unless you like blood, lots of it. Anywho, Im going to post some pictures of Gackt,Mana,Kozi,Yu~ki,Klaha, and Kami..which were all part of that band. MANA KOZI GACKT MANA KOZI KAMI GACKT YU~KI KLAHA KAMI YU~KI KLAHA Those are all the band members of Malice Mizer. Here is the band together. MALICE MIZER MALICE MIZER Well, I hope you enjoyed the pictures. I'll write later. Aishiteru much.

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

I need to get rid of some of these buahaha

You are Gackt with the damn cats. Which Awkward Gackt Moment are You? brought to you by Quizilla I am Gackt's semi-dred weirdness look! Which Gackt hairstyle are you most like? yet another crazy Gackt quiz by mcvarmazi Gackt-Fragrance "love..." kimi no koto o aishiteiru yo kimi wa subete o kureru kara boku o kowashiteshimau hodo subete "love..." I love you Cause you give me everything So much that it destroys me, everything kimi no koto o aishiteiru yo nureta karada o karamasete boku o mata kuruwaseru hodo subete I love you You let me coil around your wet body So much that is drives me mad again, everything nido to erarenai kairaku o kimi ni I can't get it again Pleasure from you kimi no koto o aishiteiru yo kurutta kao mo utsukushii boku ga ishiki o nakusu hodo subete I love you Even your insane face is beautiful So much that I lose consciousness, everything nido to modoranai itami sae kimi ni It won't go back again Even pain from you dakedo kimi wa koko ni inai... hitorikiri wa, taerarenai But you're not here... I can't endure, all alone dakedo kimi wa koko ni inai... mou ichido dake dakishimete yo But you're not here... Just once more I hold you nido to hanasanai kuchita karada sae mo I won't let go again Even your rotten body dakedo kimi wa koko ni inai... hitorikiri wa, taerarenai But you're not here... I can't endure, all alone dakedo kimi wa koko ni inai... mou ichido dake dakishimete yo But you're not here... Just once more I hold you dakedo kimi wa... nido to naosenai But you... I can't fix it again

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Mommy, I dont want to go to school today! I want to stay home and bake cookies with you...-faints-

Hey everybody. I got bored so I decided to post something. Im writing a story and I wanted to see how you all like it. So here it goes. Chapter One "Aimee....those are my pants!" Kairie stood up from her chair and snatched them away from her friend. Aimee giggles lightly and shrugs. "Sorry...I just couldnt resist. Hehe...these pants are soo cool." Kairie sighed for what seemed like the millionth time that day. "Yeah yeah...Anyway, have you heard about that contest thing? The flyer said something about winning a trip to Japan...." She stripped into her under garments and grabbed an outfit to put on. Aimee nodded, "Yeah,we have to enter our band into the contest and we have to sing a song in Japanese....If we win, we get an all expenses paid trip to Japan." She jumped around excitedly, knocking Kairie over. "Gah! ....WTF..." Aimee laughed as Kairie layed on the floor, one leg in her pants. "Thanks alot!", she picked up a shoe and threw it at her friend, which missed. Gina entered the room to see clothes, shoes and brushes flying everywhere. " Hey hey hey!!" They both stopped throwing things when they saw her. Kairie pulled her pants up and grinned. "Just a little fun..heh. Anyway, Gina..have you heard about the contest thingy?" "Yeah Aimee told me. Its gonna be hard singing a song in Jap." She laughed some. " Im just glad that I only have to sing backup..." Aimee and Gina looked at Kairie and they both laughed. " Shut up! I have been practicing.. you guys dont even know the song we're doing." It was her turn now to laugh at them. "What?! I want to know what song we're playing!!!" Aimee begged, Gina just glarred. "Noooooope....Youll find out later when I have the band meeting.Now hurry and get dressed. Im going to go tell Ryo.. chances are, he doesnt know about this yet." She narrows her eyes and leaves the room. "Oh, and clean that mess up, would ya?" She laughed and grabbed her bike from the garage, making her way to Ryo's house. KNOCK KNOCK. Kairie parked her bike by the door and waited patiently for him to let her in. Ryo greeted her at the door with a smile and kissed her before he lead her inside. "Hey Kairie, whats up?", he said as he sat down beside her on the couch. " Well, Im going to enter out band in a contest. We have to play a song in Japanese and preform in front of judges. If we win, we get an all expenses paid trip to Tokyo." She smiles sweetly hoping he would agree. "Um...sure....but what song are we playing?" He had a confused look on his face when she stood up. "Well, you will find that out soon. Meet me in my garage in about a half an hour. Bring Aiko and Yumi. If Kyo wants to come then bring him along. But I have to go." She kisses him and walks out the door. " Ja ne!" , he yells after her. She got on her bike and started off down the sidewalk. Kairie tried hard not to think about Aiko.. She parked her bike back in the garage and ran up the steps to her room...which was spotless. "Hey, you cleaned the room.." She flashes a smile. " Good...now....Ryo, Aiko, Kyo and Yumi will be over in about 20 minutes to discuss which song we're doing and other things. Get ready if you need to now. Also, bring your instruments back into the garage. We're gonna nedd 'em." The two other gils only nodded and started to get ready...makeup and all. Kairie picked up her guitar and brought it into the garage, along with her mic and stand. She was proud of herself...how she was handling the band and other things. She had so much stress but she always managed to get things done. Aimee ran downstairs and interupted her thoughts. "Did you say Aiko was coming over?", she asked excitedly. Kairie sighs...again. "Yeah..hes coming over." Aimee ran back upstairs and could be heard squeeling to Gina about the news. She, on the other hand, didnt want to think so much about Aiko. Everytime she did, her mind goes back to that one moment..... ~~~~~~KAIRIE'S MIND~~~~~~ **** "You're really gonna do it Kairie....I mean.. your kinda risking alot...." Gina nudged her, " Yeah...I mean.. he is alot older than you..." Kairie shrugged and just smiled. "Hey, dont worry about it. I wanna do it. Whatever happens, just happens." She blushes lightly and before they could object she made her way over to Aiko, who was standing quietly in a shaded corner. "Suki desu....",she bows her head and blushes deep red, afraid to move...afraid of what he would say. Aimee and Gina were both watching from a distance as he could be seen pulling her into a tight embrace. Kairie was startled but relaxed when Aiko pulled back and looked her in the eyes....as if to say 'I like you too....but I cant...sorry.....' She nodded, getting what he was trying to tell her. He didnt even have to say anything and she knew.... After flashing a slight smile at him, she made her way back over to her friends. They knew what happened because they saw. " Kairie...Im sorry....come on, lets go play some games....." Aimee grabbed her hand and they pulled her towards the DDR machine. She stood in line, waiting for a turn to play.**** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Hey...Kairie....KAIRIE!" She jumped a little and stood up. "Yeah? ...Sorry" Gina shook her head and smiled slightly. "Well um.....their here...except Kyo didnt want to come....I swear I hate him..." She lets them all in and Kairie says hi to each of them and welcomes them. Her eyes locked with Aiko's again and all of the feelings came back. End Chapter One So tell me what you think okay?! Sayonara!

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