Monday, May 16, 2005

   Finally!
Well, I am SO glad its all finally over! I'm graduating! XD I need to go to Townview later to take care of some things before I can actually relax. But once that's over, I can concentrate on my plans for summer:
1. J-O-B!
2. Driver's license!
3. Possibly a place of my own? Hopefully
4. Car? Maybe
5. Keepin' in touch w/ my friends who I already miss! >.<,
6. Spend time with my boyfriend. ^^
7. Did I mention J-O-B? lol

Well, I have graduation rehearsal on Wed. & Graduation is on Sat. as well as my Grad. party. I wanted to have 2 parties, one w/ family & one w/ friends, but I think that would just be too much trouble so I settled for just a family one. Friends can come over if they want to, but I'm not expecting them. I'm pretty sure they're gonna be having their own at the same time.

I need to go get my film developed! >.<, I took pics of my friends at Townview & at Senior Picnic! Speakin' of which, Senior Picnic was so much freakin' fun! I got pulled into the pool! (And didn't have a change of clothes!) That was so fun! Except for when Herman had his little situation. The heat got to him & he fainted. I was worried about him when I found that out. But he ended up being ok. ^^ That's happened to me before. It was scary! >.< So, yea. Once I get those pics developed, maybe I can put them up on here! ^^

Oh yea! I've got some new artwork for you guys!! XD I finally got me colorless blender!! But, since I am new to that, I'm not that good with it. I need a little more practice with it. But I experimented with one of the Joey (YGO) pics that's already on here on Otaku & I used it on one of my Elves pics which I haven't posted on here yet. I'll go ahead & post those on here soon! ^^

Well, I gotta go!

I'll see ya'll laters!

-Rosa

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

   What's Wrong With Me?
Why is it that everytime I start to be perfectly happy, something always happens that makes me feel like crap again? I just wanna cry right now. I wish Izzy (Hyakkimaru) was here with me. I'm always happy when I'm with him & if I'm not, he comforts me. No one else at my school can do that for me.

I will be so glad once this HS shit is all over. Then, maybe I can finally be happy.

*sigh*


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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

   oh no
Just so ya know, I'm better today than I was in my last post. But how I feel is not important right now. My friend, Mel's fiancee is being sent to Iraq in July. She's really down right now. They were gonna get married in August but now he's leaving. I feel really sorry for her. I'm hoping for the nest for both of them. -_- I'm trying my best to comfort her & tell her things will be OK. I hope she'll be alright.


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Thursday, May 5, 2005

   How did I let this happen?
I can't go into detail with what happened. All i can say is that I did something that has totally backfired on me! Now I'm scared it'll ruin things between someone I deeply care about. It doesn't really seem like a big deal at first, but....I dunno. Its hard to explain. -_-, When I tell that person, I'm so scared that they'll be so angry with me.

I'm just so scared of losing the one thing in my life that makes me happy.


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Friday, April 29, 2005

KITTIES!!!!! =3
I'm just updating to say that I'm better now. Sorry about last post. -_-' I'd rather not share the reasons behind it. It really doesn't matter anyway. Like I said, I'm better now!! ^^

Izzy's (Hyakkimaru) not @ school today! I miss him! >.<,

Hey, wanna see my kitties? (Well, there not mine anymore. Jenny has them, snce I was forced to give them away! >.<,) Here's a few pics of them:



Awwww...Its my Smokey!!! XD He's asleep...ssshhhhhhhh!!



Awwww...that's Bandit! I know its not a good pic but I think you can tell he just woke up! ^^ lol



Hehe! Smokey looks high! Smokey musta been smokin'! lol



And there's Bandit again! XD

Yep, those are my babies! Aren't they adorable?

Well, gotta go! See ya'll laters!!!


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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   Not Doing So Well...
I don't see the point anymore. I'm tired of fighting. I'm just about ready to give up. I don't see the point of fighting it anymore. As soon as I think I've won, sadness just keeps coming back to torture me. I just don't see the point in fighting it anymore...

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Friday, April 22, 2005

   Bleh...
God I am so frickin' bored!!! Since its TAKS week at my school, all the freshman, sophomores, & juniors are testing. So, us seniors don't have to be at school til one. Because of this NONE of my teachers are doing anything. That's good but it doesn't change the fact that I have nothing else to do!! Except for updating this blog!! ^^ I've also gotta update my xanga but I think I'm gonna wait a few more days to update it.

NEways, I feel kinda bad. My friend, Danny (Goku76)'s birthday was April 9th. But I totally forgot about it. I didn't even remember til today when I read his most recent post. He said that his birthday didn't go so well & now he feels like nobody cares. So now I feel bad for not even remembering one of my friend's birthdays. -_-, I hope he's not mad at me.

Well, I've gotta go now. I'm no longer in the mood to update...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   FMA Art!!! XD
Hey people! If ya'll haven't read my last post, plz read it!

I'm just updating to let you guys know that I've FINALLY submitted the pic of Edward from FMA that I've been working on for SOOOOOO LONG!!!! Its finally finished & submitted so PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ check it out if you haven't already. Plz vote & comment on it. I would really appreciate it! ^^

I'm off to go draw some more! XD

See ya!


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Monday, April 18, 2005

   Prom Night
Friday night was Prom night!!! XD Here's all the details for you guys!:

I woke up friday all like, "Oh god. Prom!!" *falls back asleep* lol j/k No really, I woke up early cuz I had to babysit! Ugh -_-' While I babysat, I waited for Bunny to call. She did at, like, noon I think. 0o She told me she would pick me up at around 5:00 to go to her house to do hair & make-up! So I watched some TV while I waited. Of course, nothing was on so I just put it on G4. *shrug* She called later on again & came to pick me up. I told my dad that I was leaving (he came home while I was waiting) & left w/ Bunny. We went to her house & she did her hair. I helped a little bit but not much. Then, we went to her sister's room & tried to figure out what the hell we were gonna do with my hair! I told Bunny that I wanted my hair to be down but somehow out of my face. So we looked through Lauren's (Bunny's sis) teen mags & found some hair styles. After looking at some cute hairstyles as well as some very ugly ones, we finally found one that would look good on me & was very simple to do. So Bunny did my hair. She french-braided the front of hair in 3 sections, so it stayed out of my face! Just like I wanted! It looked really cute! I liked it alot! Then, on to the make-up. Luaren did Bunny's make-up & then attempted to do mine. My eyes looked good but we couldn't figure out what to do with my lips. So yeah, then her mom took me home at around 7:30!! Yeah, I totally lost track of time! I had just enough time to go home & get ready before Izzy came to pick me up! So, got my dress & my shoes on. My mom finished up my make-up (which I hated, BTW). I got my little handbag & mom let me borrow her cell phone just in case. Ummm....got my ID badge just in case I needed it. Uhhhhhh...I think that's all. (Then, I realized that I forgot my camera!! Dammit!!) Izzy came & he introduced himself to my parents. My brother said a stupid little comment, that little dork! Mom took pictures. -_- Then we left (finally!). I met his parents, which were nice but asked alot of questions. lol We had a hard time trying to find where the prom was, though. I don't know how long we spent trying to find the place! But we finally got there...eventually. So we got there & signed in & everything. We walked around a bit, looking for someone to hang out with. We saw a few people we knew, like the twins, Sheri, & their whole group. We eventually found Amanda since it seemed she was looking for someone too. So we sat down at a table somewhere cuz Amanda's feet were hurting. I wanted to go look for Bunny so we got up to go look for her. We ended up running into Mel & Michael. Mel looked so cute in her little chinese dress! ^^ Man, I was so disapointed when I had to abandon my idea for a chinese dress. (They don't make them in my size! >.<,) But NEways, Michael looked nice in his suit. Then, we decided to leave those lovebirds alone & continued to look for Bunny. Then, we ran into Cake (AKA Caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake Hoe! lol j/k Cake. I love you! ^^) She looked really pretty. Then, we left her & after a few more minutes of looking for Bunny we decided to go back to our table & look for her later. So we walked back to our table & Izzy pointed out that someone took our table. Sure enough, there was a whole group of people sitting at our table. But then I recognized one of them. It was Rusty!! ^^ He actually looked really nice, which surprised me. And you know who was sitting right next to him? It was Bunny!!!! XD So we went over to sit with them. We talked & all that stuff. They got up & danced. But I didn't cuz I suck at dancing SO BAD!!!! Plus, Izzy went off to go call his parents cuz his contacts were bugging him. So, it was just me & Amanda at our table. We talked a bit before the other people came back. Then, Bunny goes, "Next time we dance, we're gonna start a big orgy & dirty dance with eachother!n You need to come & join us, Rosa!" I was like, "OK.....maybe." I really wasn't sure if I would or not cuz if Izzy came back before they started, I wanted to stay with him but if not, then maybe. But he did come back for a little bit, but then left again. -_- While he was gone, Bunny, Cake, & Hilary started their "orgy". Since Izzy was still gone, I decided to join in. I got in front of Cake & we dirty danced against eachother. It was hot! ^^ Stephen wanted to join in, but I guess he felt weird with me being in there. I dunno. *shrug* Then, we were done when the song ended & Izzy came over. Apparently, he saw me! Noooo!! >.<, lol But yeah, I sat down again. Then, Izzy left again! -_- He did that alot before he FINALLY got his glasses. So yeah, neither of us really wanted to go dance. We attempted to but we just couldn't. And I tell ya, I won't look at Yuri the same way again! lol But we sat at our table just cuddling, like we always do! ^^ But then a slow song came on, but we didn't immediately get up to dance but we eventually did for the last half of the song. As soon as we started to dance, Lisa just HAD to take a picture of us dancing! lol But yea. The song ended & we sat down again. Oh yea! I forgot to mention the prom king & queen!! Ramiro prom kingm, though I still say Herman shoulda won. But, Fantasia won prom queen!!! XD I voted for her!! ^^ But, NEways the last song finally came. And since it was a slow song & me & Izzy really get to dance that long the first time aroundm, we decided to give it another shot. So, we danced again. ^^ I loved it! I loved just being in his arms even though we couldn't dance for shit! lol But, I enjoyed just being there with him & I hope he did, too.

Well, that was the end of prom, so then we went outside to figure out where we were gonna go after that. We kept hearing that people were gonna go to IHOP so we decided to go too. His parents drove us to IHOP & there were some people there. So, we ate. I didn't finish my food. (Like I ever do! I don't ever really eat that much, anyway.) After that we were planning to go see 'Amityville Horror' but the last showing was at 12:15 & it was already 12:45!! So, that didn't work out. Since everything else was closed, we just decided to call it a night. So, he took me home.

He walked me up to my front door & we said goodbye. I assumed he was just gonna hug me like he always did but then he kissed me instead!! I was very surprised! So, then I kissed him & then my mum opens the door! Yea, she ruined the moment! -_- Then, he left & I went in. I went to bed cuz I was really tired! Though I could not stop thinking about our first kiss! ^^

But, yea that was my prom night. It was amazing! The best of my HS life!!! ^^

Last night, me & Izzy went to go see 'Amityville Horror' since we didn't get to on Friday. It was a really awesome movie! It was freaky! But I like freaky movies!! ^^ Poor dog! >.<, But we had a good time! He kissed me again that night, too! ^^

God, I love my boyfriend...


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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

   Where is everyone?
I noticed I haven't been getting any comments on any of my recent posts. Hmm...maybe that's because I haven't posted anything really worth reading or commenting on. *shrug*

If ya'll haven't already plx check out my good friend, ElvesAteMyRamen's new art! Its a wicked awesome pic of Edward from FMA!!! Man, she's good! Someone bought it from her for $60!!! Man, she could make some major Moo-lah with her art! Though, if she's NEthing like me, she'll have a hard time parting with her art! Man, I find it so hard to part with my work! I've only given away one pic & that's only cuz it was going to a close friend of mine who I know will take care of it! So check her new art if you haven't already!! You'll be amazed!!!

While we're on that subject, I just got offered $30 for my pic of Ed!! 0o I should've charged more, but I'm nice & it was another HS student so I know he's not exactly made of money! So, I only charged $30. I think I might start selling art that I do not want NEmore. I do need some money for all this senior stuff!! *sigh* Being a senior is SO bloody expensive!!!

There was a drug bust yesterday!! I heard they caught like, 8 people! But I'm not quite sure of the details. We spent most of the day in our 1st class. The whole situation is kinda funny! One of my pot-head friends, Rusty, was all like, "Man, I need to stay away from those dogs, man!" I was like, "Yes, you do!" lol I hope he didn't get caught. Though, I have to admit, if he did, he deserved it. That's why you leave your shit at home!!!! *sigh* Why are people so stupid these days? *shrug*

Prom is Friday!!!! So far, I've gotten my prom dress & my shoes. Oh, & I also got a little handbag that perfectly matches my shoes!!! At first, I didn't want a purse at all! (I hate being girly! If I were in a lesbian relationship, I would so be the dude! lol) But, mum was all like, "You're gonna need one! You're gonna need one!" So, I said, "Fine, whatever!!!" *pouts* But I saw the handbag & was like, "Holy, Shiznit! Those match my shoes!!" (I don't curse in public. I think its rude!) So I got those! (BTW, my dress is midnight blue (my favorite color.)!) My shoes & handbag are silver. I think those colors go so good together! Its pretty! ^^ I sure hope Izzy is ready.

Today is Day of Silence at our school. Its a youth movement protesting against the harassment, prejudice, & discrimination that is faced by lesbian, gays, bisexual, & transgender people. So, anyone who supports gays,lesbians, bi's , & transgenders are staying silent the entire day to show their support. I am among those who're participating. Its really hard, though. I'm so tempted to talk! >.<, But I must try to get through the whole day! I can do it!!! ^^

NEways, I must go now. I need to get ready to go to lunch. God, I'm gonna be so tempted to talk to Izzy. I guess I'm gonna need lots of paper & make sure I have a pen!! lol

See ya'll laters!!

-Rosa


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