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Wednesday, February 16, 2005


   Happy???? Valentine's Day
Well, I hope everyone had a good Valentine's day. Of course I didn't. -_- To be honest, I HATE this holiday. I always get that feeling of lonliness around Valentine's Day. I see all of these couples walking hand in hand, so happy & I can't help but feel jealous. When will I find someone to hold me in that loving way? I'm pretty much convinced that I'll never find NE1..ever! I'm fucking 18 years old & have NEVER had a single boyfriend! -_- How pathetic is that? *sigh* There is someone who I've always cared about in that way but he can never know my feelings for him. *sigh* Ever person who I've cared about like that has NEVER returned the same feelings for me. So, now I don't even bother telling NE1 how I feel. It seems like nobody will eer care for me like that. I wish someone did. If someone ever does, I hope they would be the one to tell me cuz I've been hurt too many times by the people who have rejected me. And I don't think I can handle another rejection. *sigh*

I'm sorry that this post is such a downer but I just had to vent a little bit. I always get like this whenever I see couples here at my school but its even worse around this certain holiday.

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