Saturday, May 6, 2006

Penguin
I've lived in a fort entirely made of glued together raccoons for the past 2 days now. The smell is starting to get to me and the glue is beginnig to melt due to unusual foliage. Also it might be due to the glue melting gun i have built and aimed directly at my fort. Alas, i do not know what to do. Maybe i should build an anti-glue melting ray and point it at my glue melting ray. ....I shall get on that as soon as possible.

Condensation is my worst enemy, it makes me walk funny when it gets inbetween my thighs. Also i hate wet cups.

Soft and gentle brand toilet paper is my toilet paper of choice. It's so fine and silky i feel like i'm wip-....nevermind.

Sharp glass is good for cutting bread.

My pet penguin just hit heat. I'll never look at her the same again.

If you ever take the AP calculus test then do not worry. The calculus penguin will save you.

Other than that life's dandy. Later.
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Oh well
I don't expect anybody'll read this which is half the reason i'm writing this.

I've been a little down as of lately. I'd say the key reasons are religion, college, life, love, and rachel. I shall go through each of them.

Religion: I'm a unificationist or moony. Or really i should say my parents are. And being a moony means that i cannot date. Now maybe you ask, well who're you gonna marry? That's the thing, there are arranged marriages in my religion. I just hate the idea of marrying somebody i don't love, and somebody who doesn't get me. It's custom in our church, though not a rule, that americans marry asians. It's odd. And i hate that idea even more. Asians don't understand American culture and are just different, not to mention the language barrier. And my dad's pressuring me into getting matched soon....which sucks. I doubt i'll remain a moony, it just doesn't make sense to me.

College: I'm supposed to go to a college thingy at UT either today or tomorrow. I really don't know when, i thought it was today, now i'm thinking it's tomorrow. My dad's got me all confused about it. And i'm a little worried about going there and not knowing anybody and being alone for a while. That'll suck. Also it's a big party school supposedly, i'm not a party animal. And i'll probably end up drinking or doing drugs, maybe not. I dunno, but if it's around then i might. I guess i'll see.

Life: I guess that's just everything in general. The purpose of life, what is it? Love? I thought at first, but now it seems a less likely goal.

Love: Again, how the hell am i supposed to fall in love when i'm in the unification church? ....hell if i know. And if i were to leave the church and go into the world of dating i wouldn't have any idea what to do. Everything would be awkward for me at first. Oh well.

Rachel: We've been having some arguments as of lately. And a couple things about her annoy me. She has a problem with a lot of my opinions. I happen to be a very opinionated person who likes to discuss my opinions with other people. She gets angry at me in subjects we don't agree in, which is ridiculous. And i dunno....i like her, but i can't do anything with her. And now it seems she doesn't like me anymore, which is good for her...though i still wish it wasn't so. I wish things were different between us. Eh, but it's not a big deal and i'm sure i'll be over it soon. But it's new now so it bothers me.

Yep, so i guess that's about it.

Damn, i thought by writing that stuff down i'd feel better, instead i feel worse. I think before i wrote i really wasn't thinking about it, now i've thought about all of it thorougly....

Writing this post: bad idea.

Oh well.

Later.
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Bare Water
I rather like my new hair cut. If i push it off to one side it looks pretty cool. It makes me feel sexy. Booyah. And giggidy. Boogigidyah!!!

I've been guitarin' it up lately. I can play some solos now, i'm really proud of my recent uhmm increasing in skill. I know there's a better word for that...but i'm tired now....improvement, that's what it was! <_<

I ate food and watched tv for like 3 hours today. It made me really tired, i don't think i'll ever do that again. Though, it was some pretty funny shit. Oh man, i gotta start watching Scrubs.

Rachel got in a skirmish today with Tasha. Of course i say these names like you should know who they are. But yeah. I hate fighting and it made me rather uncomfortable being involved. I always believe that you should never harm someone. And i value rationality and reason above all. And i kinda think it's a sort of degrading thing to be involved in. And Rachel was sort of proud of the whole ordeal which sorta bothered me. Though i do side with her, Tasha was being a total bitch. Ohhhhhh well, that's sophomore girls for ya.

Later.
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Sunday, April 9, 2006

New hair and the royal tenenbaums
Well, i just got done watching the royal tenenbaums. It's a really good movie, i enjoyed it. I especially liked the cast. I love bill murray, luke wilson, owen williams (or something like that), and the old dude. The music was great too. The story also. It was all good.

My father didn't like the movie when he watched it a while back. I can see that, it's an oddish kind of movie. But it's just my kind of movie. I highly recommend it to anyone anything like me. No i don't, i recommend it to anyone.

Earlier today i got a haircut. Now i have short hair. It feels good to look different. I also highly recommend getting makeovers just for the hell of it.

It's important to feel good about who you are and how you look.

Luckily, i do.

I'm currently listening to the Clash. Great band.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow because i get to be with my friend(s).

Later.
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

Deck 1
It's all coming to an end, the life that i know. The life of living under the protection of my parents and never making mistakes, it's about to end. Life's going to change for me after the summer's over and it's starting to dawn on me....and i'm starting to get a little excited.


Well, besides thoughts of the future my life's alright. Though...i will say that senioritis as hit me, and it has hit hard. I keep on turning in shit late, and i really really don't care. It's odd. Gawsh, it better not become a habit, that's a horrible habit to start right before college, eh but i'm not worried. I'm not a moron after all.

I hope everybody else is doing alright. ^L^ Later.
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Red Axe
Nobody reads these anymore so i won't say that much.

It turns out i really like playing the guitar. More than i thought i did.

School's fine, life's fine.

I'm worn out right now because i worked out, noooo energy.

I still don't know what to do about something, and it still bothers me... I'm talking about religion, dating, friends, relationships. Those sort of things, that's all i'll say.

I'm gonna go play my guitar and maybe do my calculus homework.

I probably won't post much anymore, and i've given up on aim, there's nobody on there i really want to talk to anymore.

Life's dandy, buuuuh-bye. ^J^
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Monday, March 27, 2006

Indie and the future
My dad once said that he felt sorry for people because they have to go through so much crap in relationships. By this he meant bf/gf relationships. I've just had a tiny taste of the stuff and i can already see the trouble of it all, the confusion it adds to my life. I don't know what to do, and if i were to choose to go one way i should choose so hastily.

Fourth period band has been great the past couple of days, but only because we haven't done anything. Something with the music being sent to us got fucked up so we haven't got our new music yet. I pretty much sit around talking to friends, it's fun. Ah...but Mr. Crumley has assured us that tomorrow (tuesday) we will play with or without the new music. Agh....

I really hope my friend, Josh, makes it into UT. It'd be great to have a good friend that goes to the same college as me right off the bat. I mean, i expect to make friends and meet lots of new people, but it'll still be good to have some of the familiar around. Oh and by the way UT is the University of Tennessee, the college i will be going to.

Jeeze, i know where i get my senioritis from. It's because i have no reason to do good any more. I'm in college, i'm in top 20, i've got some money for college, and none of that's going to change. I just have to pass my classes, and that's pie. Though due to old habits i still care slightly. It's enough for me to still put effort into it all.

I've recently been listening to Radiohead and Starlight Mints. Both really cool bands that i recommend to anybody that likes the sort of laid back indie rock scene.

I'm so ready for spring, it's still cold down here. Actually today was alright, i think it's finally warming up.

March 31st and i'm 18. Pretty crazy, eh? It's kinda sad that i don't really look forward to my birthday anymore. I have no plans and no desire to do anything. Well....anything i would want to do would be very unlikely. Oh well.

I want to start my new life, i just got to get a car, cell phone, and laptop.....and a job :(

Well, i hope everybody else's lives are going alright, later.
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Magnetic
Scarlet Vendetta, it's a local band. It's really strange, i know the people in the band. I'm not really friends with any of them, but i know them. They have a site on myspace if anybody wants to listen to them.

I've grown to hate band, i don't know whether i've mentioned it yet or not, but i do. I just hate it. Luckily though we watched a movie in it today, so it wasn't so bad. We watched part of West Side Story, which is just a modern day romeo and juliet thing. It was interesting.

I'm kinda tired right now, i stayed up late last night playing guitar.

I played some more guitar today and eventually broke the skin on my ring finger because i've been practicing the solo in stairway to heaven by led zeppelin. You bend a lot in the solo, and my poor little ring finger couldn't take it. So now i can't bend with that finger anymore or play the solo for a while, what a bummer. I had just got it all down and was trying to speed it up so it sounded more like it. :( This saddens me.

I like to play loud.

I was sitting with alex earlier today playing really loudly. It really made alex angry, he couldn't hear his halo >____>. But the funny thing was my music apparantly started to scare our cat, easy. Easy is her name. It was hilarious, it got really frisky and hissed at alex for no real reason. Alex freaked out. Hahaha, so i played louder. ^_____________^

I need to get my ass on those scholarships, and then i need to fill out the stuff and write essays.

I lack motivation nowadays.

I have cherry chapstick on.

I wonder what college is going to be like...it's really my first major step in life. I'm a tiny bit worried, but worrying really isn't in my nature.

When i was a freshman my english teacher, mrs. beck, made us write letters to our senior selves. Well, i'm a senior now and she's been gone for 2-3 years. I wonder if i'll ever get that letter back. I was sooooo lame back then. ^L^ I'm less lame now. ^J^

I saw To Kill A Mockingbird under a desk today, that's what reminded me of the letter.

Well, i've got nothing else to say. I hope you all have a wonderful day.


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Monday, March 20, 2006

Reunion with the friends from a week ago.
So i saw a lot of people today i haven't talked to since before spring break, so it's all good.

Band's always depressing for me. It reminds me of things, blah blah, and it's boring as hell to boot.

I really like playing guitar nowadays.

I really hate doing any work at all, i'm lazier now than i've ever been, which is exactly the opposite of what it should be. I am a senior after all. Oh well. Senioritis?????

I've been playing a lot of DDR lately, that's a lot of fun. I've gotten pretty good. I could go to the mall and play it and not be self conscious about it, probably. And i can do standard for a few songs, light's no problem.

I've been working out too. I figure this is the perfect time to get in shape in my life. I'm about to go to college, i've got a fun way to work out (DDR), i actually work out (bench presses, sit ups), and i'd rather work out and do all those things than homework. So yeah, now i just gotta eat a little lighter and who knows?

When life is ridiculous i love it, otherwise i'm bored.

^L^ ^J^

Later.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Remind me why.
It's been forever since i last posted, but i figured since everybody else was doing it i should too. Peer pressure!

Well, life is moving along, but only because it has to. If it were up to me, i'd slow down time to nearly a stop. I don't feel like doing much, and i always have so much to do. No, i'm not depressed, i'm pretty happy. Usually in a good mood.

Spring break's almost over for me. I don't really mind going back to school. My classes are alright, and my life is pretty boring without it...but i suppose only because i let it be.

I want a car. I wish i wanted a car a couple years ago, then maybe i'd have one right now. Bleh, but then i'd need a job too....but maybe it'd be alright. Oh well.

I don't know if anybody will actually read this, a lot has happened to me because of this site, friends made and lost and so much more.

Don't expect me to keep posting on this site, this might be the last one for all i know....i guess we'll just have to see.

Later.
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