Thursday, December 1, 2005

December, a new beginning?
The previous month was probably the most emotional month i've ever had in my entire life. So many ups and downs, high ups and low downs.

The beginning of the month with my final performance in marching band ever. It was hard leaving, and i still deal with it today. I'll always miss marching band, it was wonderful. Novermber 5th was a very big day for me. And i'll always remember it.

Conflict with my parents, mainly my dad was at an all time high last month as well. I've even shed tears over it.

College, always looming over me with due dates for applications slowly approaching. Pressure, anxiety, depression. But maybe i'm being a little overdramatic?

Ah, and there was more, but it's not so much your business as to what it was...

I'm hoping that this month will be better, hence the title. Who knows, things may improve...but they may also decline. I have my fingers crossed.

Where are the ups you may ask? Well, that's not any of your business either ^_^.

If it's true love, then we can make it through any obstacle, always remember that.
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Monday, November 28, 2005

New Look
Well, if you haven't noticed yet you're a complete moron and you're blind. Haha, i'm kidding. But yeah, i changed my site around. I like it, i figured i should have vash in the background since it's my username.

Soooo, not much has happened over the break. I ate a lot of turkey, i talked to ari a lot, i played video games, watched a couple movies, and i sleeeeeept. That's about it.

Eh, but life is far from care free for me. There are a lot of things i need to do, and a lot of things i wish i could do. One thing i wish i could do is run away with Ari forever o_0. Or atleast spend a day with her, long distance relationships are tough....but i can deal with it. Things will change, i'm sure of it.

Well, i'm done ranting. Later.

I love you Ari. ::hugs::
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

Ninja Killer
My brother

Haha, i just thought you guys might think that was funny.

Later.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Gobble Gobble!
It's turkey day! And this is the day where you gotsta tell everybody what you're thankful for.

1. Arrriiiiiii! ...der.
2. Other loved ones: Moms, pops, alex, zack, heather, easy (kitty).
3. Xbox Live! Bwahaha, i likes meh halo.
4. Free education!
5. Other things that i can't think of.

Merry Thanksgiving everybody!!!



Eat lots o' turkey, or else...

Later.

Loves you Ari.
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Friday, November 18, 2005

Been a while, eh? < < not canadian
It's been a while...

A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT of things have happened, and yet i don't have the energy to tell you guys all of it...and i forgot some of it. Bwahahaha... >_>

Anyways, right now i'm doing alright. Thanksgiving is around the corner, i'm really looking forward to that. And tomorrow i'm supposed to go see Harry Potter! Man...it's been forever since i've been to the movies. I could use the vacation...dunno why though, i've been lazy as hell for the past couple of weeks.

I'm still confused about a lot of things though, i won't lie to you. This year has started off roughly, and i don't expect it to get much better. I wonder what will happen to me....and us. You know who i'm talking to. Unless you're new in the life of Nick.

Hehe, well i dunno what else to say, so i'll just post a bunch of pics/comics i've drawn on paint recently.

Alright, well that's all i've got, later.

Loves ya, Ari.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Hallowhat?
I've noticed that whenever i watch movies with a love interest in it i'm reminded of one person.

When i sit on the bus and notice a couple holding each other, it always reminds me of one person.

When i lay my head on my desk in chemistry and let my mind wander it always seems to settle on one person.

Then i realize that one person is the same person, you. ^_^
I love ya Ari.

Bahaha, behold the sappiness.

One more week of marching band and it'll be all over for me. Four years end in a week. I can't say i'm happy or sad about it. It's hard work, but it's worth it. Cherish what you guys have while you have it, one day you might lose it. Don't worry yourself so much with the future that you don't live in the present.

Hahahaha, and apparantly i'm the perfect example of that, i just now realized tomorrow's halloween. I wonder if i'll do anything for a certain someone.... 0_0

Well, i'm tired, i'm off to bed. G'night everyone!

::hug:: i love you ari.
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Mistakes cause pain
My Chemical Romance - To The End

He calls the mansion not a house, but a tomb.
He's always choking from the stench and the fume.
The wedding party all collapsed in the room.
So send my resignation to the bride and the groom.

Let's go down!
This elevator only goes up to ten.
He's not around; he's always looking at men
Down by the pool.
He doesn't seem to have many friends as they are.
Face down and bloated snap shot with the lens.

If you marry me,
would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?

So say goodbye to the vows you take.
And say goodbye to the life you make.
And say goodbye to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.

She keeps a picture of the body she lends.
Got nasty blisters from the money she spends.
She's got a life of her own
And it shows by the Benz
she drives at 90 by the Barbies and Kens.

If you ever say never too late.
I'll forget all the diamonds you ate.
Lost in coma and covered in cake.
Increase the medication.
Share the vows at the wake.
Kiss the bride.

If you marry me,
would you bury me?
Would you carry me to the end?

So say goodbye to the vows you take.
And say goodbye to the life you make.
And say goodbye to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.

So say goodbye to the last parade.
And walk away from the choice you made.
And say goodnight to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.

[instrumental]

So say goodbye to the vows you take.
And say goodbye to the life you make.
And say goodbye to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.

So say goodbye to the last parade.
And walk away from the choice you made.
And say goodnight to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.

So say goodbye to the last parade.
And walk away as the parties fade.
And say goodnight to the heart you break.
And all the cyanide you drank.
To the end.

____________________________________________________________________

And now a comic!

That's Ari with the curly hair by the way. She decided to help me! Plus she's half dragon or somethin'! Or maybe she had a lighter and some whiskey?

Well, that's all for me!

::hug:: loves ya Ari.

Later all.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Orange Pie
Bleh, i've got stuff to deal with. Applying to college, SAT, ACT, band, letters of recommendation, school stuffs....and other things. It's gettin' me down a bit. I find the best way to deal with it is to put it in the back of my mind and talk to Ari. She cheers me up! ^_^

Nov 5 is the last day i have to deal with stuff. It's state for band, and it's my SAT day. Also i should have most of my applications done by then. Nov 6 will be a happy day! Cuz it'll be a sunday! And i'll be able to chill out and talk to Ari! Yaaay!! ::sigh:: but it seems so far away. Oh well, i'm not too stressed out.

::hug:: love ya Ari.

Later.
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Glowing Love





I woke up at 8 this morning. It was so i could talk to ari before she had to leave for the bills game. She's in New York now. It's pretty cool...'cept now i don't get to talk to her all weekend. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. How true that quote is... Luckily though right after she left i had to get a haircut, take a shower, then i went to the mall with my family people - my dad (that's a minus sign). I got new shoes and a new pair of jeans. You guys know those converse everbody wear? Yeah, i got a pair of those, it's black and red. GOTH! Though i'm not goth, i just like the color scheme. Then after the mall we hit the chinese buffet, i stuffed myself as usual, later regretting my overindulgent personality. Wasabi's great for clearing up the nasal passages! Hehe. ::sigh:: After that though i came home....first thing i did was lay on the matress on the floor in the middle of the downstairs living room and just kinda....miss ari. I spent the rest of my evening...^_^ the sad song from cowboy bebop just came on, rain. It's sort of a mood enhancer at this point. It's 12:48am by the way. Maybe an hour ago i layed on the edge of my couch, staring at the reflective surface of my rouge guitar, and i imagined she was with me...I just held her, it made me happy. I watched Full Metal Alchemist earlier and one of the homunculi was talking about how people only attempt human transmutations out of curiosity or love...i thought to myself, yeh, i could relate.

^_^ Well, i suppose that's enough sad talk for now. She'll be back late sunday evening! So it's not so bad, i just have to be patient, as usual.

I hope everybody's having a good sunday! Later.

::hug:: I love you Ari.
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Flossing on the interstate
Guess what i did today!! Nooo....i didn't go the circus....or the dentist....or taco bell....STOP GUESSING!!! Haha, ok. I went to the DMV!! W00T W00T!! <_< Anywho, i got my drivers license today! Hehe. You should see the picture of me on the license, it's ridiculous. I went to the DMV around 1ish, left the house around 12ish. We didn't get done until about 5. Four hours!!!

Heh, i went to the place with my little sister...heck, if she wasn't so enthusiastic about getting a license i probably would never have gotten it....i know that's how it was with my permit. I only got that cuz she was going, and it was conveniant. Hehe....when we got there my dad had to sign this thing saying that we've driven at least 50 hours....i've driven approximately 2. 0_0 Hahahaha, and my sister did about 10, at least. But i still drive better than her! Man, she was driving us to the place....i thought we were going to die.

Reenactment:

Dad: Ok, pull into the gas station.
Sister: Where do i pull in?
D: -_- ::being sarcastic:: Pull in over the ditch and go through the fence, heather...
S: Huh? Really? ::lets off the breaks::
D: 0____0 Stop! STOP!! ...jeeze, use the road, there's only one entrance!
S: o_0 Sorreh.

Hehe, but she's a decent driver. And i love her, so i'll stop makin' fun of her. Apparantly, i'm not that much better. She lost 3 points on the test, i lost 2. But i got it!

This morning before we left my permit mysteriously decided to dissapear. It really pissed me off....i wonder what happened to it...oh well.

Then after the DMV we went to Arbys and Walmart. Now i'm back here. My only regret is not being able to talk to Ari. :( But i'm talking to her now! So i feel a little bit better. Blah, but then i remember she'll be gone all weekend....that's a total bummer. Then i remember she'll be here on friday, so that's cool. Ohhhhh well, i guess i just gotta enjoy the time i get with her.

::hug:: i love you ari!

Later everyone else. ^_^
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