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Friday, August 20, 2004


The longest yesturday ever.
Well, i woke up at 5:30 that day (earlier than usual) to try out my new amp my dad got me late last night. I played if for maybe 10 min. then had to get ready for school.
School was pretty normal so i'm not going to spend time on that.
After school i had band practice till 5:30. It was interesting. I had fun talking to friends and what not. Anyways a break came around, and i ended up roaming the hallways with a friend. After messing around for a bit he realizes everybodies already outside marching! Well, then he says to wait for them to run back so we can blend in. I didn't know what he was talking about so i just went out there. Luckily (very luckily) our teacher didn't see either of us walk back into the block. We got assigned 20 pushups from section leaders that noticed (we never did them). It was really hilarious.
After band practice my mom picked up me and my sis. We had somewhere to be, but our cat got outside and we had to get her. So anyways after being at the house for about 5 min. my whole family got in the van and we left for this special church thing. At this point i was just fine, all happy and talky. Then the church thing started and it was a total 3 and a half hour snoozefest.
We finally got back in the van around 10:30. On the way back home (a little over a hour drive) I asked my dad if i could go over to a friends house the next day. He told me i needed to get some info, about the where the guy lives, and his number. I didn't have a problem with that, but somehow the subject got changed and it slowly developed into an argument. Actually it was probally the worst argument i've ever had with my dad EVER, and we've had a few. I kept trying to explain myself but everytime i started he would cut me off and exclaim that i need to stop blaming him. I tried so hard to resolve it. You see i have a strange mental thing (it's not an actual condition or anything) that makes it hard for me to talk to my dad sometimes, I even have trouble answering simple yes or no questions. Something about him triggers it, nobody else can do that. He gets very angry at me when i don't answer him, it's happaned before a good number of times, and he still has no idea. I tried to tell him that so many times yesturday but he kept cutting me off.
I'm a little reluctant to say this, seeing as i'm not very inclined with my feelings and what not, but my dad is the only person i know that can really hurt me (and i don't meen physically), and it really is painful.
That all was the censored version by the way. The day started at 5:30am and ended at 1:00am, my longest yesturday ever.

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