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Sunday, July 24, 2005


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To be able to see her smile...to be able to hold her...this is all I want. I think about it all the time. Every time I see the celestial body that shines light down on us at night I remember I love her. Every time I see a happy face I remember her happiness.

I consider the internet to be both a gateway and a barrier. It can be really hard sometimes. I met many people online, and yet I haven’t. I’d really like to meet some of you guys in real life, but there’s that barrier. Eh, but for some of you I plan to meet you one day anyways. Right now I notice the barrier more than anything else. I just wish I could bust through my monitor and see what’s on the other side and just crawl through. It’s unbearable at times.

Well I had to wake up at 8am this morning. I didn’t get as much sleep as I’m used to, not to say I didn’t get enough. I usually get too much, so today I got just enough. I stayed up late last night because something amazing happened. Some of you will know what I’m talking about, others will not. I don’t think I’ll ever forget last night. I keep rereading those words in my head over and over again; I still get that wonderful and nervous feeling when I think about it.

Today’s big event was the parade. I had to march in it. It was very hot. The sun was just beaming down on us. I was very sweaty, with sweat and whatnot. The sweat mixed with the sun block that I had put on my face and it really irritated my face. It hurt! Plus at the end of the parade the inner parts of my legs started rubbing together a whole lot. The inner part of my left leg really hurts now! >.< But I’ll get over it.

I’m really dreading having to go back to band camp Monday. All I want to do is spend my time at home on the computer talking to her. But it’s alright, because I know I’ll get plenty of chances to talk to her. Plus not to mention it’s really hard anyways. It’s a lot of work. But it’s only 4 more days, so not too bad. Or so I’m trying to convince myself. Shhhh, I might hear me. I know, I confuse myself a lot of the time too.

Well dudes, later!

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