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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-03-31
Gender
• Male
Location
• I'm trapped in a stalled elevator in the Sears Tower...somewhere between the 27th and 45th floor...sombody please call for help!
Member Since
• 2003-11-02
Occupation
• Lazy Teenager
Real Name
• Nick

Personal

Achievements
• I once counted all the stars in the sky.
Anime Fan Since
• The 6th grade. (DBZ!)
Favorite Anime
• Either Cowboy Bebop or Trigun.
Goals
• College, etc.
Hobbies
• Drawing, reading mangas, playing the old guitar (use a southern accent when you read "guitar"), video games, computer, etc.
Talents
• ....let me think........oh yeah, i'm awesome at everything.(<< modesty) Is that a talent? (i'm good at drawing, playing instruments (alto sax, clarinet, bassoon, guitar), school, and i can stick my fist in my mouth...well, not really, but i wish i could,

myOtaku.com: vash331

Monday, August 1, 2005

My sister's making coffee at 9:41pm
When was the last time i wrote a post? Thursday? I've been meaning to, just have either been busy or lazy.

Hmmmm....what's been going on with me lately... Not too much. Ari left for band camp early Sunday morning. That was the last time i talked to her. ::sigh:: I miss her a lot. But with each passing moment i'm closer to her. So it's bearable, or so i like to tell myself.

I don't know if i'm a strange person inside my head or not...cuz i've never been inside another person's head. I just find it hard to imagine that most people think the way i think. I often trick myself into thinking something....so i won't be nervous or something along those lines. I guess it's kinda hard to trick yourself though...and i have no idea how i do it. I even know i tricked myself, but whenever i realize i have i just kinda ignore the little guy in my head telling it to me, like somebody trying to sell me some crap. And i'm constantly in an argument with myself. Am i important? Do i really have a problem, or am i just being dramatic? Does my life suck as badly as i'd like to think it does? Do i really want to get another plate of food? Haha...... Do i really know what love is?

Ok, it might sound like i'm depressed or something, the way i'm talking. And look, i'm arguing with myself again. Anyways, i'm not depressed. I'm just fine! I think i just miss her, i woke up this morning thinking it was tuesday, just cuz it would be a day closer to her. When i looked at the date i was kinda sad. But now it almost is Tuesday! ...only 3 more days and some hours to go.

I'm really bored too. I called one of my friends last night, but he was at work, so i just kinda gave up on the whole go over to a friend's house idea. Well, not really. I just haven't done anything else yet. Halo 2 gets boring very fast now. I'm too good, and none of my friends are ever online. If they were i'd have a good time. Oh well. So pretty much i just play guitar and watch movies all day. I do play xbox though, i get a couple of cheap thrills from the head to head mode. Everything's boring now.

Congratulations if you actually went through and read all that crap. It either means you really care or you're just bored as hell like i am. I feel like i should give you a prize or something! ...but what? I know! ::pat on the back:: ^____^

And now i gotta go. Later cool otaku peeps.
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