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Tuesday, September 13, 2005


The worst part of a hug
The worst part of a hug...is letting go. Sometimes i just wanna hold on forever. Because if i let go, who knows when i'll get another one...it could be 5 minutes, 5 hours, or 5 days....or it may be the last one, but i won't accept that. Especially not with her.

This week is homecoming week at our school. I miss 2nd period like every day this week, and that period happens to be band. So my band instructor decided we had to make up for it with an extra long pracitce today after school. It won't be over till about 8cst. So i won't be back home till 8:15-8:30ish cst. >.< The hardest part is not being able to talk to the kitty. But at least i have something to look forward to this afternoon. I just now got done talking to her, and i already miss her.

Sometimes i wonder if band is really worth it...

My dad's been pushing me into researching for college a lot lately. I don't like to, it just reminds me that i have to grow up. I want to be grown up, i just don't wanna grow up. I wonder what will happen to me. I wonder what will happen to us.

I love you so much, Ari. It's still a bit strange to me how i could have someone so important to me in my life. I always wonder how you're doing, hoping that you're happy...like i am right now. Life is too short for us to be unhappy. I'll do my best to keep you happy as long as i can.

::yawn:: I'm a little tired. I was going to get a little more sleep after Ari left this morning, but i decided not to. I'd just wake up even more tired and i'd have to rush all around the place to make sure i get ready in time. I don't like doing that. I never get to eat breakfast or anything. I'm always rushing in the mornings. Hehe, i kinda wish i still rode the bus sometimes though, cuz i could sleep in it in the mornings. Bleh, but it would still be too bumpy to get any real sleep.

I really don't like my first period class, Wellness. It's gay, and i don't like the people in my class that much. Some of 'em are alright, but a couple of 'em are just fucking retards. I heard somebody yell out yesterday "Who thinks we should kill all gays!?" ...I'm just like...what the fuck? It was totally out of the blue! And of course there's always the idiots that wanna fight each other and keep causing trouble. <_< Losers...

Ok, i think i wrote enough for now. I'm gonna go....do something.

::hugs the kitty:: I love you Ari.

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