Monday, October 3, 2005

If life were a gem, then you're what makes mine shine
Just some random sappiness i thought up while doing the laundry.

Well, i've been busy lately. Friday night was a football game. We lost against White House. I don't really remember anything else that happened, it was such a long time ago.

Saturday was our first band competition. Pulaski. It's about a 3 hour drive. We won everything, the grand champions! Hurray! Eh, but it's no big deal. The bands there were all really small bands. Like, our band has only 88 members, and we were the biggest band there. It was sad watching some of the bands. One band had these 3 color guard members that were just horrible. One of 'em had no idea what she was doing and was always like a whole beat behind. Another one forgot a whole section of her stuff and did nothing, when she realized it she said "oh shit!" We could hear it! It's sad that you can hear somebody say that over the band! Another band had one pit member, another band had two color guard members. It was bad. But a couple bands were decent. Ours totally rawked though. Hehe.

We performed twice during the day, once for festival and once for competition. We got straight ones in festival. Hurray!

Between the performances we got to chill out for a long time. We got to hang out at this nice creek! Eh, but every now and then you could smell sewage, yuck. I enjoyed that part. Not the sweage part! The chillin' out part with meh friends. You sicko...thinkin' sick things!

The bus ride home was the least enjoyable part. I really didn't like it. At one point i got really irritable. People are really stupid sometimes. Everybody was yellin' and acting stupid. And a bunch of people around me decided to play truth or dare. 'cept without the truth. So it was more like dare or dare, dod. There's tot and dod. Dod is for retards who like seein' body parts and lickin' the floor. Tot is....for me and ari? I dunno. Anyways, at one point they got this guy to kiss meh, i jabbed him in the stomach. I must've hit him hard, he got on the floor and started coughin'. He's my buddy too, he shouldn't have kissed me! Then later they dared this girl to lick me...but she asked me if it was alright first. I was like, "sure! go for it!" Haha, i'm just kidding! I told her i'd get very pissed if they included me in it anymore, so she decided not to. I wouldn't have hit her or anything...but i would've been angry. Anyways, i eventually just layed back and listened to music in peace. The bus ride went by faster when i started thinking about ari. I wanted to hold her and sleep beside her. I wish i were in her band or vice versa. The band does so many things together, so it would mean i get to hang out with her a lot. Oh well.

Life is ever changing. I'm reminded of that constantly. I appreciate my dad's efforts to get me ready for college. I really do, although i'm not sure if he knows it. I pretty much blow off most of the stuff he tells me to do, it makes me feel bad. I'm just lazy or something i guess. Thinking about college kinda makes me think i have no chance of getting into a good one, and that kind of depresses me. I'm pretty much in the dark here, and some of my friends are going off visiting colleges, some have already chosen where they want to go, everybody's always askin' me where i want to go....and i never have an answer for them. They ask me what i want to do and what i'm interested in, and yet again i have no definite answer. ::sigh:: but i suppose i'll figure things out eventually. And i'll grow to accept my choice, my life choice. And i'll move on, from high school to college to life. I'm willing to go through those steps, i'm just not willing to take those steps to get there. I don't mind settling on the step, it's actually lifting my leg up to the step that i dread. But don't worry, i'm not too stressed.

Band is another stressor in my life. It's very time consuming. But it's worth it...i hope.

Next week is fall break, i have the whole week off. I wish Ari had it off too...that would've been so great....oh well. I'm gonna have time to get some stuff done, hopefully i won't lose my legs and decide to plant myself infront of my tv. I've got stuff to do! And i must do stuff! Luckily though, i will get to talk to Ari more, i don't have to worry about those practices on tuesday and thursday, plus since she's on a different time zone than me i get an extra hour with her! Yay!

Well, i think i wrote enough. Talk to you guys later.

::hug:: I love you Ari.
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