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Birthday
• 1988-03-31
Gender
• Male
Location
• I'm trapped in a stalled elevator in the Sears Tower...somewhere between the 27th and 45th floor...sombody please call for help!
Member Since
• 2003-11-02
Occupation
• Lazy Teenager
Real Name
• Nick

Personal

Achievements
• I once counted all the stars in the sky.
Anime Fan Since
• The 6th grade. (DBZ!)
Favorite Anime
• Either Cowboy Bebop or Trigun.
Goals
• College, etc.
Hobbies
• Drawing, reading mangas, playing the old guitar (use a southern accent when you read "guitar"), video games, computer, etc.
Talents
• ....let me think........oh yeah, i'm awesome at everything.(<< modesty) Is that a talent? (i'm good at drawing, playing instruments (alto sax, clarinet, bassoon, guitar), school, and i can stick my fist in my mouth...well, not really, but i wish i could,

myOtaku.com: vash331

Monday, January 2, 2006

Breathe easier, nick...
I woke up this morning....my body, my entire upper torso was itching...so horribly. I was twitching, fromt the stress that i've brought upon myself, and the itch...the damned itch, it's from the stress as well. I know it is because right when i started righting this post it started again when it had stopped for awhile. It's 7:14cst right now and i can't get back to sleep. So i decided to fucking take care of what's been causing my stress. But first i had a strange urge to right about my situation. I suppose i wanted to get it off my chest....

I tried thinking about Ari to calm myself back down and get back to sleep. For the first time in a long time it didn't work...all i could think about was how far away i was from her, and how much i wanted to get to her, that didn't help me. I had to simply tell myself, "nick, calm down....you'll be fine, freaking out doesn't help..." I finally rationalized that i needed to get myself the hell out of bed and do something. At least me waking up now will make me want to go to bed at a more regular hour. Ari's been getting on to me about that.

Ari....i love her so much. I don't know if any of you have ever been so far away from somebody you loved so dearly for such a long time. It's not easy at all. Although sometimes all i think of is how hard it is for me, and not how hard it is for her. She seems so strong sometimes, which is quite a contrast to my behavior. ::hugs ari and doesn't let go:: If you were here now, i'd probably hug you and not let go for a couple hours...

Eh, that was just ranting, don't anybody freak out. I'll be just fine. I mean it, i'll be ok.

I made a playlist on my iPod called 'Ari's music'. I'm listening to it now. It's composed of all the music she's sent me and any music that reminds me of her. Haha, silly ari.

::hug:: i love you ari.
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