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Birthday
• 1988-03-31
Gender
• Male
Location
• I'm trapped in a stalled elevator in the Sears Tower...somewhere between the 27th and 45th floor...sombody please call for help!
Member Since
• 2003-11-02
Occupation
• Lazy Teenager
Real Name
• Nick

Personal

Achievements
• I once counted all the stars in the sky.
Anime Fan Since
• The 6th grade. (DBZ!)
Favorite Anime
• Either Cowboy Bebop or Trigun.
Goals
• College, etc.
Hobbies
• Drawing, reading mangas, playing the old guitar (use a southern accent when you read "guitar"), video games, computer, etc.
Talents
• ....let me think........oh yeah, i'm awesome at everything.(<< modesty) Is that a talent? (i'm good at drawing, playing instruments (alto sax, clarinet, bassoon, guitar), school, and i can stick my fist in my mouth...well, not really, but i wish i could,

myOtaku.com: vash331

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Oh well
I don't expect anybody'll read this which is half the reason i'm writing this.

I've been a little down as of lately. I'd say the key reasons are religion, college, life, love, and rachel. I shall go through each of them.

Religion: I'm a unificationist or moony. Or really i should say my parents are. And being a moony means that i cannot date. Now maybe you ask, well who're you gonna marry? That's the thing, there are arranged marriages in my religion. I just hate the idea of marrying somebody i don't love, and somebody who doesn't get me. It's custom in our church, though not a rule, that americans marry asians. It's odd. And i hate that idea even more. Asians don't understand American culture and are just different, not to mention the language barrier. And my dad's pressuring me into getting matched soon....which sucks. I doubt i'll remain a moony, it just doesn't make sense to me.

College: I'm supposed to go to a college thingy at UT either today or tomorrow. I really don't know when, i thought it was today, now i'm thinking it's tomorrow. My dad's got me all confused about it. And i'm a little worried about going there and not knowing anybody and being alone for a while. That'll suck. Also it's a big party school supposedly, i'm not a party animal. And i'll probably end up drinking or doing drugs, maybe not. I dunno, but if it's around then i might. I guess i'll see.

Life: I guess that's just everything in general. The purpose of life, what is it? Love? I thought at first, but now it seems a less likely goal.

Love: Again, how the hell am i supposed to fall in love when i'm in the unification church? ....hell if i know. And if i were to leave the church and go into the world of dating i wouldn't have any idea what to do. Everything would be awkward for me at first. Oh well.

Rachel: We've been having some arguments as of lately. And a couple things about her annoy me. She has a problem with a lot of my opinions. I happen to be a very opinionated person who likes to discuss my opinions with other people. She gets angry at me in subjects we don't agree in, which is ridiculous. And i dunno....i like her, but i can't do anything with her. And now it seems she doesn't like me anymore, which is good for her...though i still wish it wasn't so. I wish things were different between us. Eh, but it's not a big deal and i'm sure i'll be over it soon. But it's new now so it bothers me.

Yep, so i guess that's about it.

Damn, i thought by writing that stuff down i'd feel better, instead i feel worse. I think before i wrote i really wasn't thinking about it, now i've thought about all of it thorougly....

Writing this post: bad idea.

Oh well.

Later.
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