Monday, May 22, 2006

hay
Well i actually went out and did something this weekend i went up north (about 2hr.away from where i live) and i went there like i do every year around this time to fix up my great great grandma's and grandpa's graves i never actually knew them but from what i've been told they were really great but most of all i just love to go and just hang out in graveyards i know some of you may think thats creepy but i find it to be a very peaceful place and i have only found a few places like that in this world so i take them where i can find them....i am suppos to have a game later today *crosses fingers* and i may start going to this 4h club thing which is cool (for those of you who don't know what that is it's basically a shooting club) cus well i find going out to the shooting range is relaxing it relieves all the tension and stress from the day well i guess thats about it so i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

hay
well schools almost out i only have 10 days left and thats just schooldays (i get out June 1) so maby since all of my friends get out around the same time we can get to hang out a little more often than we usually do the one person i havn't seen for quite a while now,(the person i really,really,really,really want to see),gets off the week after me so yeah i just hope this summer can be a little better than pretty much all the other ones i've had (i never really get to do much)well i guess thats about all i've got to say so i guess that means i get to spend the rest of my day sittin around doin nothing...well i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

hay
well we got over to the field yesterday and come to find out it was flooded so needless to say we didn't have a game and for some reason they canceled the one on friday too which means i'm only gonna have two more games until the end of the season but so far i think we have the best record cus we havn't lost a game yet we tied in the first one but that really wasn't a game cus the other coach wasn't there but anyway today i've been doin pretty good i just hope what i told someone dosn't blow up in my face well i guess thats about it so i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash P.S.-So how are you guys doin?
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Monday, May 15, 2006

hay
well i really don't have much to do right now so i thought i'd try and get on here and well i did but theres really not much to say i did do something earlier but that is something that i am just hoping dosn't blow up in my face but other from that i really havn't done anything today i have a soccer game later (as long as they don't cancel this one too)but i guess that really is it so i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Friday, May 12, 2006

hay
so i am updating today cus as you may have noticed i don't get on much durring the weekends but my game is later today so at least i'll have something to do later but for right now i'm board and that is something that happens alot but is never a good thing for me cus then i tend to think alot about my choices and how i hope that i can become the person i want to be and how my kids arn't gonna have to go through the same things i'm going through (not that i have it all that bad but the truth is i really don't care about the material things that i have i would much rather have something like love)but i just hope that i can do better for my kids than my faather has been able to do for me (and once again he is not a bad person he has just had to work his ass off doing a job he hates so that he can support his family the real thing is he was never around much.....he still isn't around much)but like i said it's never a good thing for me to be board well i guess i should stop this rant now and try and find something else to do so i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

hay
well i thought i should update since it's been a few days well i'm doin better since i posted last i just have to look to the future and hope that things work themselves out well i had a soccer game on monday we won 1 to 0 against the best team in the division so i guess that makes us number 1 now lol i have another game on friday so i just have to try and find something to do till then well i guess thats about it for now so i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Friday, May 5, 2006

hay
well i guess i should update today to cus i'm probably not gonna be able to this weekend well i think yesterday was just a bad day for me i just wish that things wern't the way they are but from here all i can really do is hope for a better future it has been said that there is an infinite number of paths we can take in life kinda like what Robert Plant(the lead singer of Led Zeppelin)said in the song Stairway to Heaven "Yes,there are two paths you can go by,but in the long run there's still time to change the road your on." i can only hope that he's right cus the path i've been on...well lets just say it hasn't been taking me in the direction i want to go. and btw bouth of the things said above even though you may not see it well they bouth mean the same thing.....and i know this post is gonna seem like it's all over the place but well thats me i guess i should be goin now and thanks to all of you who actually read this lol k well i'll c ya*peace and love*-Vash
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Thursday, May 4, 2006

hay
well i guess i should update while i still can i don't really know what to say this night has been kinda rough for me (more so than usual)i havn't been able to sleep and i'm not so sure i want to at this point i told ya that my friend is moving to florida this summer and well i don't have many friends and it just so happens that this friend.......well she means everything to me she lives a ways away from me now but it's only about 80 mi. so i know that if something happened i could get there in about an hour but now i find out she's moving to the other end of the country....i honestly don't know how i'm gonna deal with it. It's just if anything ever happened to her and i couldn't get to her.....damn,it kills me just to think about it....well i should go i guess i gotta try and stop thinking about this so i'll c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

hay
sorry it's been so long since i last posted it's just i havn't been able to get on cus of my damn computer but anyway we had a game on monday and we won 3-1 so that was pretty cool and we have another game on friday so at least i'll have something to do lol well i guess thats it unless you wanna hear about how i feel like my insides are totally shreaded once again lol (i won't do that to ya....now at least)well i guess thats it so c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

hay
sorry it's been a while well a couple of days anyway well the game ended tied 1 to 1 and the weird thing is we didn't go into overtime or we would have won lol well i don't have another game till next monday so i guess i just get to sit around till then lol i guess thats all for now well c ya*peace and love*-Vash
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