Wednesday, February 1, 2006

hay
sorry i havn't been on in a while but things have been kinda weird for me but i think i'll be on more now and i'm sure i will be after this weekend cus as long as i dont whimp out again i'll take care of everything then allright i gotta go so c ya later *peace and love* -Vash
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

hay
k well i don't know if anyone actually read my last post but if you didn't than heres what it was about well alot of stuff has been happening to me lately and it took something really bad to make me realise that i have been a real jackass to my friends well my friend over the past it's going on three years now and i would do anything to make up for it but i can't but it's time i made some changes in my life and in one part of the song it talks about how he puts the gun to his head and screams die shady and he pops it well i did that myself a few days ago it's time that that part of me dies and i find a new way to live well thats all i've got for now c ya *peace and love* -Vash
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

hay
ok so heres the deal i'm not really into rap or anything but this song really represents whats happening in my life right now and the changes that i've made the way things are going it looks like i've got one more chance to fix things and i don't want to screw it up like i have in the past well here it is...

[Verse 1: Eminem]
Have you ever loved someone so much you give an arm for
Not the expression, NO, literally give an arm for
When they know they are your heart and you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who will try to harm her
But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you ?
And everything you stand for, turns on you despite you ?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain
"Daddy look what I made"
Dad's got to go catch a plane
"Daddy, where's Mommy, I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don’t know, go play, Hailey baby, your daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, the song ain't gonna write itself
I give you one under dog and you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother... whose a spittin image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocker by baby


[Chorus: Eminem]
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...


[Verse 2: Eminem]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushing Hailie on the swings
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing.
You're making mummy cry. Why ? Why is mummy crying?
Baby, daddy ain't leaving no more – “daddy you're lying.”
You always say that, You always say this is the last time,
But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you are mine.
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
Daddy please, daddy don't leave, daddy, no stop it.
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket.
It's got a picture, It'll keep you safe daddy, take it with you
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These sinking walls must be talking, Cause man I can hear ‘em.
They're saying : "You have got one more chance to do right, and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love them before it's too late."
And just as I go to walk out my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...


[Chorus: Eminem]
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...


[Couplet 3 : Eminem]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they are throwing roses at my feet.
I take a bow and Thank You all for coming out
They’ screamin is so loud, I take one last look at the crowd.
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, HELP mummy her wrists are bleeding!"
But baby WE'RE IN SWEEDEN, how did you get to Sweeden ?
I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leaving.
You lied to me dad, and now you make mummy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says "Number One Dad".
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point... fine, me and mummy are going.
But baby wait... - It's too late dad, you made the choice
Now go up there and show them that you love them more than us.
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep screaming your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep... Just take another pill...
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it... Yeah, Word, Keep it real.
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, That the curtain is closing on me.
I turn around, find a gun on the ground
Cock it, Put it to my brain and scream "Die Shady!" and PUMP IT.
The sky darkens, My life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes.
That's when I wake up, Alarm clock screamin and there's birds singing
It's spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her.
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister.
Almost as if to say...

[Outro: Eminem]
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...
...And when I'm gone, just carry on... don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...

well thats all i've got for now so c ya *peace and love*-Vash
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Monday, January 23, 2006

hay
hay guys i just thought i'd post really quick before i have to go but i thought i'd let you guys know things are goin good for me things got kinda screwed up for those of you who don't know well what happened was i being the ass that i am kinda screwed things up with my ex who is also really my best friend which makes things just that much more complicated but ya know i've never been one for simple things lol i'm gonna take off for a wial pretty soon i'm goin to Florida for about a week yeah it should give me some time to clear my head oh and about the thing with my ex it worked out and were friends which is good well i should go for now i'm not going to FL till the end of Feb so i should be on again before then but if i'm not thats where i am i'll try and put up some pics from that trip after i get back so i'll c ya later *peace and love* -Vash
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

hay
sorry bout not visitin your guys sites things have been kinda weird for me lately and it's the end of the quarter on friday so i have to cram and get all my work done and i'm gonna be buisy this weekend too cus there is something really important i need to try and take care of and i still don't know what i'm gonna do about it so sorry again well i've gotta go for now but remember be good to each other allright *peace and love* -Vash
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Friday, January 13, 2006

hay
hay guys i don't know what it is but my atitude has changeed alot lately i'm not sure whyi was really agressive but now i don't see the point i used tho threaten the people that i thought were tryin to screw me over but now i've realised that life is too short people you love are all you really have in the world so just treat them right and love them thats all i've got for now so byes *peace and love*
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

hay
things just love screwin with my head and because of that i have listened to this song on repeat for about 17 and a half hours now

"Shimmer"

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
And can she take me for awhile
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools who fall behind
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away...
Guess I'll let it go

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

hay
theres nuthin much goin on except i'm goin to a dance with my favroit girl in about a month but other than that i've got nuthin to do so anyway how you guys doin?
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

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Thursday, December 22, 2005

hay
heres one of the songs i just can't seem to stop listening to

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
And she can take me for a while
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterfliess, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools that fall behind
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away....
Guess I'll let it go

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