Thursday, November 17, 2005

hay
hay guys sry i havent posted in a while but my comp at home is kinda a piece of crap for those of you who want to know i'm doing better things are kinda looking up for me lately most of the things i was really concerned about are (at the moment)working out i don't know what the future holds but if things keep looking up than i'll be really happy to be honest theres only one thing that i am really concerned about and thats because one of my friends is really mad at me because i said some things i shouldn't have said and i don't have many friends but the friends i do have are closer and mean more to me than anything else and honestly i've never really felt sorry for anything i have ever done before but i'm more sorry for what i did than i ever thought i could be for anything i just hope that i never do anything that stuped again and i dont blame her for being mad at me i deserve alot worse than i have recieved for it i was an ass hole and i just wish that i could take back everything i ever did to hurt her i never ment to i just wish that there was something i could do to make up for everything well none of this stuff really has anything to do with anyone who will read this so i'll stop rambling and just leave you with this men you should always takie care of the women in your life do whatever you can for them and women please try to understand that men will screw up but alot of us really arn't that bad if you look below the surface just take care of each other i dont really know where i'm going with all this cus its kinda random so before i start rambling again byes
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Sunday, November 6, 2005

hay
for all the females who can tolorate this post i only have one thing to say *hugs* lol
c ya later
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

hay
sry i havent posted for a wial now but anyway i am not depressed now i'm finally over all that was troubling me so thanks to all of you for your concern but last night i went to this thing at my old school and hung out with my friends and i met this girl i havent seen for like 5 years and man was she hott she looked like that girl from that movie The crow ya know the one that goes insane but anyway i went as The crow and i still have some of the eyeshadow on i cant seem to get it all off and i still have the black nailpolish and some of the black hair spray on but i don't really have anything else to say right now so byes and btw i got her phone number hahahahahah lol byes
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

hay
sry i havent updated for a few days but i've been doing alot of thinking lately and i have come to the conclusion that i am the most pathetic ass ever to walk the face of the earth i mean i screwed up the best thing i had going for me and it seems that the more i try to fix things the more they get screwed up i dont know it just seems that whatever i try to say comes out wrong i dont know i should probably go so bye for now
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

hay
thanks to all of you that have stuck around as my friends that actually look at my site thanks for what you may ask well thanks for putting up with all my bs in the past few months so bye for now
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Friday, October 21, 2005

hay
i just wanted to post so i would have something to do i just havent been able to sleep at all even thow i just feel tired and it seems that all i really want to do is lay in bed and the only thing i have been able to eat in the past few days i have had to force myself to eat i dont know it just seems that every time i screw up anymore it kills me a little more but for those who care i know i'll be fine it just hurts like hell right now but i gotta go find something else to do so bye for now
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

hay
sry i havent updated in a long time i have just been doing some important things i just dont get it why is it that i seem to screw up everything good that seems to happen to me............i dont know i gotta go i'm just really depressed right now so bye for now
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

hay
i know that i usually just bascilly tell you that i'm depressed and move on and even thow i'm depressed (for other reasons) I fell it nesscary(spelled wrong)to tell you that the girl who i recently told you about who died never really exsisted appearantly some girl on redvsblue.com told everyone about herfor attention and from what i understand she did it for atention so i must apologise to everyone who prayed for her and also thank them for doing so well that is everything for now i'll try to give a more thorough description later so bye for now
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

divine Koosh Ball
sry i havent updated for a wial but my comp has crashed like 3 times in the past week and the few chances i have had to update i have just been too depressed to do anything so pleese dont get mad at me if i dont update for a wial but i will try to do it as much as possible well i think thats all i have to say for nowso c ya later
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

evil ninja monkey
hay sry i havent posted in like a really long time but there has been some really messed up stuff going on with my profile on red vs blue.com the site crashed and everything i have done in the past 2 weeks is gone but anyway i am at pillsbury's and i think we are going to try and get some sleep now so byes
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