Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I checked on my wallpapers today to see how I was doing. I'm actually doing pretty well for me anyway. I was happy to see other people thought Cloud and Tidus were good wallpapers. I really loved the Cloud one so I was really happy to see it getting votes. Funny, I don't care for Cloud in the game or the movie but it seems the things I often don't care about make the most impact in other people. It's not just the wallpaper either. Most of the artwork I do that I hate always seems to have the most appeal to people. I don't know why.

I'm also happy that my winter theme is going over well with people too. It's not ranked first or anything but just to hear that people enjoyed it makes me happy. I think I get more satisfaction over comments from strangers than I do from my own friends. It's just nice to hear that other people think you are as good as you know you are. They affirm all that I want to hear and those that don't give me feedback so I can do better.

I guess that's all I had to say. I'm done ranting about myself now.
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   Boredom! Hoorah!
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

I did a DMC3 wallpaper. It's kind of plain but I like the plain. I think the softness makes it more pleasing to the eye when it's on the computer screen.
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I finally got some wallpapers entered into the contest. Took forever because the thing would not activate my account - then when it did it duplicated one of my pictures for some reason.

No word yet on the other contests I entered. Either they haven't been judged yet or I didn't win. Who knows...

Thanks to everyone that votes for me. I appreciate it.
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Monday, September 10, 2007

I entered another contest. It's for the Otaku winter theme thing. I hope it makes it this time. I worked really hard on this picture. I might do another too but I'm not sure yet. We'll see.

In the meantime, go vote for my winter picture!
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Decided to enter another contest. It was pirate themed. How could I pass that up? Although I will admit that the picture I submitted really didn't look all that piratey to me. I guess I just couldn't make myself fall into the typical pirate stereotype. I tried my best though.

We'll see.
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Friday, September 7, 2007

Lets see, what am I up to this week?

Trying to think of a picture to do for the Otaku contest. I doubt I'll win because lets face it, unless you have photoshop you seriously probably don't stand a chance.

Trying to think of a good piratey picture for this other contest I read about but no luck on that one.

Still sick - getting worse actually. When will my torment end! Shippo commented to my last post but I couldn't tell if that was sarcasm or a real pity response. Either way I am not worried about it.

And finally I took down Cloud off my desktop. Nero and Dante took over. I can't help it. I'm a sucker for a demon rebel.
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

I am an Otaku Legend! Mwa-ha-ha.

Well I already knew that a long time ago, I just wanted to state it in a post. I've been sick lately so nothing good is happening with me. Did a few pictures but I think they are too graphic to put up here. Heh.


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Monday, September 3, 2007

Anger breeds inspiration.

So does depression, hopelessness and everything else I've been going through lately. Enjoy.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007

   I'm lost in a sea of arrogant winded people. It shouldn't suprise me. People are always out for themselves. They always look out for #1 and everything else is always second. I know that first hand. I don't care how many times a person says they would drop anything and come to you, I'll believe it when I see it and so far I've never seen it.

It's hard to make relationships when you know that no one really cares. But I'm not just saying that about everyone else because I know I'm one of those non-caring bastards that only looks out for number 1. Just once in my life though I think it would be nice to have someone have my back.

I had that once but even then I question if it was real or not. I think it was. I'm pretty sure it was. Even now I would probably give my heart to that person and vice versa. That was the only deep personal relationship I have ever had though and sadly, like all things, it came to an end. Not by war, or anger or anything of those aggravated things that cause relationships to fall apart. We just simply drifted apart.

I guess I am wondering if I am still trying to fill that void in my life. I've been filling it with other people but no one ever seems to come close.

Is there no one out there that truly has my back?
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