myOtaku.com: Vecker

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myOtaku.com: Vecker

Thursday, August 30, 2007

I'm lost in a sea of arrogant winded people. It shouldn't suprise me. People are always out for themselves. They always look out for #1 and everything else is always second. I know that first hand. I don't care how many times a person says they would drop anything and come to you, I'll believe it when I see it and so far I've never seen it.

It's hard to make relationships when you know that no one really cares. But I'm not just saying that about everyone else because I know I'm one of those non-caring bastards that only looks out for number 1. Just once in my life though I think it would be nice to have someone have my back.

I had that once but even then I question if it was real or not. I think it was. I'm pretty sure it was. Even now I would probably give my heart to that person and vice versa. That was the only deep personal relationship I have ever had though and sadly, like all things, it came to an end. Not by war, or anger or anything of those aggravated things that cause relationships to fall apart. We just simply drifted apart.

I guess I am wondering if I am still trying to fill that void in my life. I've been filling it with other people but no one ever seems to come close.

Is there no one out there that truly has my back?
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