Sunday, January 16, 2005

And I Live...
So I'm here. Yeah, I'm still alive. Though I certainly do feel like part of me has died. I'm hanging in there though, and sloooooowly climbing my way back up (I do mean SLOW!).

I left my Ginger kitty with my father in Florida, he needs her far more than I do right now. On the other hand, I'm now going through feline withdrawal. My roommate got a kitten, but she won't allow me to get TOO attached to it, because she wants it to grow very attached to her... So I plan to get my own kitten... and honestly one that looks exactly like my avatar... only.. y'know, real, hehe. So I guess that's my first step in pulling my life back together.

I have no more art as of yet... And dammit, I have so many ideas in my mind, but when I go to draw them out, it's like that picture in my mind goes all blurry, and I can't draw it right...

*sigh* I wish I was still in Florida. I can't wait to go back home this summer.
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

Art!!
No, I am not doing better, I'm still rather depressed, and it does not help that I not only have school once again, but Microbiology... ugh, looking into those microscopes gives me a serious headache @_@;;

But anyways, I am in more of a frustrated mood as opposed to just sad... if that counts for anything. I'm adding a little more to my introduction, because I really want people to notice my art dammit >_<;
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

*sigh*
submitted two new pieces if you are interested. Drew them a few days ago, during happier times...


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Friday, December 31, 2004

I don't feel good...
Well, it is my worst fear. The one who I'm not supposed to even name broke up with me... And what a perfect holiday to do it on too...
I guess it could have been worse, it could have been valentines day...

I need to cry... for.. about a week... unfortunately school starts in only a few days... Kill me... please....

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces...
"Fall to Pieces" ~ Velvet Revolver
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

   *Sigh*
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me, and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Points if you can tell me where that comes from. Fox Sister gets the last points though, since she guessed A Christmas song for the last one hehe. (It was 'Holly Jolly Christmas', btw ;) )

Anyways, I post this now because it suits I guess. I'm rather depressed over a particular someone I'm not allowed to name as of yet... (this being part of the reason I'm depressed... the fact that I can't really dish out any details of any sort to anyone >< ) I dunno, things usually work out though... I should hope they will do the same this time... *sigh* things just don't ever change though... =(

Well anyways, I'm also rather stressed that I'm so damn broke, and I'm gonna need about 1 grand to pay off rent, bills, groceries, and school books next week... I cannot believe school starts in a week, and I'm not even done with Christmas Vacation yet! =\



... Yeah, I have a lot of things on my mind as I'm sure you could probably tell. I wish I could just go to sleep and never have to wake up...
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Monday, December 27, 2004

   Merry... Post-Christmas..? That works ^_^;
Well anyways, that was fun. My whole family was up here for the weekend.. except my brother, and his girlfriend are still in NY, and... my uh... still... in... wasn't here......... yeah..... ;_;

Aaahh anyways!! I hope you all had a great Christmas ^_^ I for one was happy enough that I could escape bills and rent if only for two weeks to be here with my family. (Although I think they missed my cat more than they missed me >.> )

I love Christmas... only 364 days till the next Christmas! Time to start the Christmas shopping, hehe. Seriously, I REFUSE to wait till even a month ahead of Christmas to do my shopping anymore. I'm just gonna do what my mother said; if I see something during the year that I think someone might like, I will get it and save it till Christmas. It will make life so much easier.

... If only I had the money now... *sigh*

Oh well, have a great New Year too, everyone!
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   Merry Christmas all!!
Hehe as my brother has been saying; better get to sleep, or else Santa will have to pass up your house! We had a whole big discussion about why we used to believe in Santa, and what gave it away to us (sorry to those of you who still believe, ignore all that please ;) )

Anyways, we had a whole nice Christmas eve service at church tonight, and as my sister-in-law said, it was really quite the fastest hour ever, it was such a nice service. I miss that church since I've moved to CO. now.

I made Key Lime pie tonight ^_^ My brother made meringue to go over it, since we did not need the egg whites... I think he ruined it >.>;
Mom and I are gonna make an apple pie tomorrow before my aunt, grandmother, and cousins join us.

It was quite a good time ^^ I am glad I can be here with my family for this too, especially since it was just me and my kitty for Thanksgiving... Well I hope you all are having a great Christmas, or whatever holiday you celebrate =)

Have a holly, jolly Christmas! (It's the best time of the year... points if you know where that came from!)
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

   Why Can't We Be Friends, Why Can't We Be Friends...
Hehe how conveinent that this song happend to be playing while I make this post about starting this friends list over here (Smash Mouth, btw, if anyone even cares).

I re-added comments to the posts.. dunno why really, and yeah, I figured I'd start adding friends, signing guest books and making myself, and maybe my art a little more known ^_^;

I'm still so very new though, so you all must forgive me! Hehe
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

New Art
Uploaded two new pieces, incase you're interested.

And I must say, I LOVE the Christmas season.

~Fin
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Monday, December 20, 2004

   Merry Christmas!!
I'm home, finally. And let me just tell you, I HATE airports, and their wretched limozine services or whatever. If you look anything like me, (ie. young, and don't know what you're doing) you're bound to get ripped off. I never want to do that again... ESPECIALLY not in Denver International Airport... DAMN that place is huge!! I thought I'd never find the right terminal on time ;_; My poor cat... I thought she was gonna die from over stress from being tossed around like a piece of luggage the entire time.

Well, I'm off for some long awaited sleep. And considering I only got about one hour (on the plane no less...) of sleep in the past two nights... I'm pretty insanely tired z_z;
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