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Thursday, May 11, 2006


   Bleh
Man what a miserable day. Before I get too side tracked, I have two new art pieces up. One of my Ginger cat expressing my emotion, and the other is a new one of Nemiyoko. Haven't drawn Nemiyoko in quite a while. Nothing more than doodles anyway that haven't been good enough to post. I would have liked to color it, but I neither have photo shop on this computer, nor do I have colored pencils, markers or anything unfortunately, so I would have been stuck trying to color it with paint x.x;

Anyways. The reason behind these two sad pictures. I hate myself sometimes. Well that's not entirely true, hate's a strong word, I'm no Shinji Ikari... But I'm quite disgusted with my behavior lately, and there's no other place I can post this, so I'll post it here.

I want so badly to be friends with my ex... but I guess in an attempt to forget about whatever feelings I have for him, I've been pushing him away... for some reason any time I talk with him lately I act like such an idiot, and I'm so mean to him. Then I accuse HIM of being mean! Why can't I stop myself from doing this?! ><;

I was really acting like an ass to him today, and what's worse, another of my friends was involved in the conversation, so I wound up acting like an ass to him too, so now I have both of them on my bad side... *sigh*

I don't know what to do about him anymore. I feel like I've ruined any chances of us being friends anymore =\ I've made myself sick over this, I have the biggest headache now...

So yeah anyway... go check out my two new pieces, and give me feedback plsss!

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