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Birthday
• 1984-09-30
Gender
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Female
Location
• Florida... hopefully not for long
Member Since
• 2004-11-30
Occupation
• Veterinary Technician
Real Name
• What, you don't think Vee is my real name?!
Personal
Achievements
• I'd say graduating from Bel Rea and becoming a certified Vet Tech counts as an achievement
Anime Fan Since
• Pokemon. I tried to draw Pikachu once and grew addicted to the anime since. Then my brother got me into DBZ and Sailormoon, and things kinda went downhill from there.
Favorite Anime
• Fullmetal Alchemist, Inuyasha's closely behind. I also like Wolf's Rain, Rurouni Kenshin, Outlaw Star, Cowboy Bebop, Neon Genesis Evangelion, FLCL, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Digimon Tamers, Sailormoon, .hack//sign, and probably others I'm missing.
Goals
• To find a man, find a job, get a damn car, and move up north somewheres.
Hobbies
• I love animals, and they likely take first place above all. I've studied the anatomy of certain types well, and thusly, I've rediscovered my artistic side a bit. I also love numerous animes, and video games such as the Final Fantasy games, Metroid, Zelda
Talents
• I do the drawings... *nod*
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006
*hisses*
I can't stand people sometimes. The guys saw my last pic I posted, of the two dogs taunting the defensive cat in the corner, and they got all upset about it. I told them to check out my new stuff long ago, it wasn't my fault they happened to roll in on it after I posted that pic! Eh, but that's not my point. I used to be good friends with one of em. But lately, it's like my spiritual faith is being tested, and it infuriates me. Not so much that my faith is wavering, but that my friendship with him is wavering because my faith isn't.
We've done nothing but argue lately. Why? Well, he seems to think he knows me better than well... everyone I've ever known does, even though he's only had a year and a half to get to know me. Great, I'm glad he thinks so. But he doesn't. And he proceeds to post so many assumptions about me that are getting him in trouble. The biggest thing is our faith, I guess. It bothers him to the ends of the earth that I can't provide factual evidence of my beliefs to him. I follow my heart, my instincts, and my common sense, and he doesn't accept that. He thinks I don't know what I believe in because I can't provide actual facts for him of what I believe.
Eh, I know that didn't make sense to a lot of you. My point is, I see this all as a test to see how strong my faith in God really is. I'm pretty angered by this concept, not so much because my faith is falling apart as this kid hopes it is, but because someone I called my good friend had to be used to test me... my friendship with him is what's wavering now.
I can only pray for him now, that one day he'll understand...
I'm sorry, I know this means nothing to a lot of you, but this has been bothering me a lot lately, and I have no where else to post it. Both those dogs have been harassing me into the ground lately, though the second dog is doing it in a far less mature fashion; by mocking my art with ridiculous art of his own, and basically trying to chase me out of our circle of friends. I seriously feel like a cat of sorts, sitting here minding my business, standing my ground, and these two dogs have been circling me, taunting me, and harassing me. Meanwhile I'm just biding my time, my ears pinned back, the low growls getting louder, the fur on my back standing on end, claws extended, preparing for my attack. Thats exactly what I've been picturing through this all.
I'm sorry I know this made no sense to most if not all of you!
There's much more of a story to it, that's the best I could summarize it. I know, I'm pretty terrible at doing so, I suck at articulating my thoughts appropriately.
PS. I finally got markers, after my test next week I'm gonna have fun playing around with them ^_^
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