Wednesday, December 6, 2006

Hi
Well I can't stay on long. I have a project thats due in two days. I also have to study for a science test. Anyway it seems that my uncel has passed away last night. I'm sad but it doesn't seem like I'm showing it that much. Well mabey I am. He was a good person and I'm glad that he doesn't have to suffer anymore. Really its this world that makes us suffer the most.
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Monday, November 27, 2006

   I'm sick.
We'll at least I get another day off from school. I came down with the case of a cold. I should be better by the time I go to youth group meeting with my bf. Which reminds me. We went out on Saturday. It was fun. We went to the river. He held my arm as he walked beside me. (how kawii) Also we went to play lazertag. That was really fun. He got second place. ^^ After that we went to the mall and Barns and Nobles. I was surprised how big the place was. It had more books than Books a Million. It was awesom. At the mall we went to f.y.e. and got some Yu-gi-oh cards and DBZ cards. (And yet I thought they were banished off the face of the earth) Then I bought the first Broly movie, to complete my Broly collection. I was so mad at Akira for making Vegeta scared. He's never scared. Akira's so retarded. I know that Vegeta could've kicked Broly's ass along with Piccolo who grabbed him like that. Akira's so mean to Vegeta. I think he has more personality than Kakarrot would ever have. Also Vegeta is the best character on DBZ. Kakarrot's such a show off. Poor Vegeta. *tears* Vegeta should be the one to beat Broly and the other main bad guys on there. Akira dosen't know what he's doing if he's making Kakarrot be the main character. Hnnnn. *shakes head* Okay I might like Kakarrot alittle bit, because he's so goofy, but its Vegeta that I like on there.

Well I have nothing much to do but sleep. Well bye.
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

   Happy Turkeyday.
Well Kakarot and I are so going to pig out today.
Kakarrot: *Drulling*
Anyway I wont have the internet for about a week next week. Also that will be the week I'll be getting my braces. I know what pain I'll be going through.
Vegeta: You'll live.
Oh shut your face.
......I'm freaked out. I'm watching Happy Gilmore. It looks stupid. Anyway I think my cousin James is here. And no its not James from Pokemon. Anyway what that means is I gots to get out of this post. So I'll visit you guys this time. Well Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Have a good d
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

   Hiya
Things are going alot better today. I feel alot hyper now. I'm hungry.
Vegeta: -_- *shakes head*
Ramen sounds good right now. ^^ Anyway Today me and my friends were being retarded and I was doing my impersonatoin of Michel Jacksons laugh. I laugh at myself when I do it. Also my other friend and I had an assignment in computer class about Pilgrims and we had to look pictures up for our power point. So my friend was being random making fun of pilgrim pictures. I also got my science done in class. Also the picture that i'm painting for art is coming out good. (I'm doing a scetch on it now) So I guess that basically all I did today. Nothing else unusal. But I have to go visit friends now. Good bye and happy Turkey day. *smiles*
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Yesterday
Well I know that I was really mad yesterday and I know that I didn't really explain to anyone why I was so down. Well it happened on the bus and what I said in my post yesterday about ppl feeding on others pain. Well thats what happened. Some kid was making fun of me and it had something to do with my dead mother. Everyone was joining in and feeding on me. They took my scars of my dead mother and they damaged my scars. I don't need to put up with this. My uncel is dying from cancer in two monthes. My mom also was the victum of this. Only it was alot different than this. I know that my scars would slowly open up again because of my uncle dying. But because of them people I got new wounds and what were once scars are now wounds again. It was some boy that started this all. I heard about his background, and now I feel sorry for him. I'm not saying whats wrong with him. Its just between me now. I'm not mentioning anything to him either. I know that he also has scars too that are alot worse than mine. I now feel light again in my heart and I feel that there is no need for him to suffer like me. Well thats really all I have to say. But I know that tommorow will be better.
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Monday, November 20, 2006

   Suffering hate.
I hate my school. I'm so ashamed of everone who look down on the good people. My friends and I are good. I wish they would suffer for the things that they have said to me. I wish they would just suffer the same thing as me. For all of those who put people down to feel the enjoyment of those hearts that have wounds. If they enjoy the sweet taste of pain. Then I have something to say to them.

YOU BASTARDS GO TO HELL! Each and everyone of you who feed on their pain should suffer in hell and be burned to death.

Now I don't care if that sounds cold or not. (I'm not talking to the people of myo. I'm just saying How I feel about those who feed on ppls pain) But if I deserve to suffer like this and those bastards don't. Then this world must be pretty f*cked up. Because the good people of this world really don't desrve to be treated like trash or anything. They deserve to get and award. These people who are the most biggest assholes inthe world should suffer. THEM! They should suffer for what crimes they commited to the people who didn't do a god damn thing to them. From this day forward I am never going to call myself a loser again. I'll be known as a normal person who knows that everything should be equal in everyones eyes. I don't expecet anyone to be perfect. Everyone is prejuded no matter who you are.
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Short post. Just to let you know I'm not dead.
Hey you guys. I'm just wanting to tell you that I have been very busy with projects and with midterm grades coming up. Also I have been having lots of tests lately. So I'm not dead but I'm barely alive. Oh and also I've been busy with my bf. So thats all the reasons why I haven't been on. Now I have to go read this book for a book report. I think we might be slowing down on hw since Thanksgivings coming up. Thank God. Well I'll see you around.
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Saturday, November 11, 2006

   Hiya
I feel alot better today. But for some reason this morning. I don't feel hungry. its weird. It's like something in me doesn't want to eat. Well anyway my bf came over last night. We talked for awhile for about what seemed like forever. We drew som pics. He drew a thing about powerrangers vs Vegeta. It was so funny. Vegeta won hope to God. My bf is so funny. Oh and theres another joke about the morpher being put into the Toilet. Haha
I was making a joke about how kakarot was going to get caught on fire by Vegeta and Rumiko. But I never finished it. I'm so mean to Kakarot. Vegeta would be pleased. Heres the powerrangers vs Vegeta joke.

Vegeta lands on the ground infornt of some power ranger.
Vegeta: You idiots have humiliated yourselves for the last time. Time to die.
He forms a blast and blows the powerrangers head off.
Vegeta: Theres alot more where that came from.
TBC
Ok that was totally random. But I hate the power rangers. They should die. Oh and by the way Vegeta didn'thave to turn super saiyan to defet him. Anyway I've gots to go eat. The womans going to blow a cercut. Bye.
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

   This sucks
I've been having ppl putting me down lately. but what put me down the most was that someone said, "At least I have a mom". Thats what someone said to my face. I kept it in. At least a little while. Until I started balling my eyes out. How can someone be so crule and heartless. I feel sorry for these people. But yet I just want to punch them in the face. Some humans are heartless bastards.
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

I'm 15 now.
I already learned that fifteen is not what its cracked up to be so to tell you the whole story heres how my first day went. (I bet you can tell where this is going. Well it started yesterday when My friend was blabbing about her bf to everyone. (shes bfs with my bf's brother) I thought it was ok to tell some of her friends. But to tell one of the teachers who is my bf's aunt is not cool. He was going to tell her later but she had to go blab it to her. Well I told my grandma the whole thing which wasn't a good idea. Now shes grounding my friend from coming over. (Which is very stupid and old fashion) Then later my bf called and I told him the whole story of how my crazy friend told his aunt. He didn't think it was a big deal. But then he got on the subject of her saying that She had told her parents about her bf. (Well you know how strict her parents can be) So I said, no she didn't. Then we're like "WHAT IN HELLS NAME WAS GOING ON HERE!!" So we got into this whole discussion and He told his mom about it and by know Korey(her bf) Thinks that she lied to him. But really I found out this morning while I was talking to her that she told Korey that she woke her parents up to tell them that we were going to a party not that she had a bf. So know I understood whats going on. Korey misunderstood her and thought that she told her parents. Then he told his brother. I assumed that thats whats happening. So now I have to wait for my bf to call to explain to him that this was all a misunderstanding. Then I have to tell my grandma that everythings a misunderstanding. The reason why is that my friend was not lying the whole time. And she would never lie to me. Now I know that its going to be impossible to put it through my grandma's thick skull because she doesn't really like my friend that well because of her age. Now see what 15 can bring to you. A world of hell. Oh and by the way. My b-day might not be perfect but the party was. So I think now its going to get a whole lot worse.
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