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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

   Every thing I seem to do means nothing
Well hey hows it going. Well it hasn't gone so good for me. I've been taking a break from here and since my last post it seems that everything is just falling apart. I'm depressed right now. I tried out for Wizard of Oz and I tried my best. I think I really did. I sang my loudest. And then today they put out the castings and I really wanted a part. But instead I got put on crew. It kinda hurt. It really hit me hard because I wanted to succede in trying out for a part in this. But instead I got put in the crew. And my friends said that she was sorry. I cried for hours thinking that everything I do means nothing and I feel worthless. It seems like that all my life I've been pushed aside and tossed aside like a pile of nothing and nothing really matters. Then finally I get social and I dedicate to try my best then they laugh and say okay she can be in the back. It sucks. But I guess in life you cant really have nothing you want huh? Thats how life is. T_T
You got to take what you get and seek the light while you're at it. Yet for me it seems to far away.
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