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Friday, June 9, 2006

   I'm alright but this is how I'm feeling now happy/sad
Well I may as well let my stress out first. First of all...my friend and I arn't doing so well. Her brothers getting in the way of our friendship and she dosen't realize tht he's useing her to use me. She always wants every thing from me because of her brother. I know this is like one big circle. But all I want to do is help her but her brother is to strong to beat. It's like his evilness is alot powerful over good. And trust me, sis... he's much more evil than Frieza. (by the way, sis this is the girl that I was talking about on one of your posts) You don't know what he's cabable of when it comes between him and is sister. He can kill her if he wanted to. And as a good friend I tried as much as I can to save her from this. She turned against me and went with her brother. Now shes going to be just like him. Now history will repet itself in her family for along time. And you know what the funny thing is. I'm not even crying that I lost a best friend. She didn't mean to use me. I know that much. It was her fault and her brothers fault. He hates her so much that he wants to make her suffer. Now I feel like I've been defeted by a monsterous being. My heart feels like its about to break. I know this is so emotional and sad. Some of this post is supposed to be happy but now I feel to sad inside to make it a happy post. This is really how I feel inside and it hurts so bad. I don't think I'll feel the same way again. I'm tring so hard to keep the tears from falling. If it is one thing I don't want to see a human bein suffer like that ever again. Something like this could give a person a split personality. God I have no idea what to do now. I feel so defeted. Also I learn one thing that friends come and go. But not like this when you suffer from not saving your friends from ripping apart inside. Then others stop you from saving her because there is nothing that you could do. I'm never going to believe that again and next time if i'm going to help somebody out... I'll be there for them. Right now i'm going to visit sites to see if visiting you guys will make me feel any better.
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