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Tuesday, October 10, 2006


Another crappy day
Man I feel like crap. Today started off really well. Until I got on the bus and my friend got amd at me because of me picking lent off my armwarmers. May as well get mad at me everyday. You know I was mad at the whole world. Now I 'm ok. Oh and then I got yelled at by my stupid band director because my timing was off. You know I'm the only damn 2 trombone player and I work my but off. I just don't take my instrument home because of all the homework. But no. He favors the other two trombone players and what do I get when I have feed back from him. Nothing. Just, "Good sound" and "Louder" AHHHHHHH!!!!! I'm sick and tired of gaining no confedence at all. Not even the two trombone players will talk to me. They think I'm the most meanest person in the fucking universe. I don't hate them I'm just tired of being rejected and getting mad at. The only reason they reject me is because they think that the fatest most meanest girl in the world is nicer than me. She says that I was really the one that back stabbed her. She back stabbed me. She still gets all the credit while I turn to the darkness as my friend. But what really got me out of it was Melissa. She was the only one that was there for me and I felt like that God had betrayed me. My life isn't so bad. I'm not pittying myself. I pitty the ones who don't know better and the ones that have it worse than me. But all I know is that I saw the light and I brought God in. But will those who punish me for who I am see the light?
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