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Friday, February 13, 2004


   Hmm...
Again, I'm not sure how to feel..... My friend told me that if I didn't see him on monday that he's moved.... I assume he meant tuesday seeing as how we have monday off..... I don't want him to move...... I gave him the card and a chocolate m&m thing filled with m&m's... it was a cute little card... but I wonder if he read it...... I didn't ask if he read it because i didn't wanna seem overbearing because i dun know if he likes me... He got his g/f chocolates and three roses.... Here's what I wrote in the card; I'll try and remember exactly: "You've been a good friend to me when it was hard for me to trust anyone. Thank you and I want you to know I really care A lot about you.
~Cody~"..... i didn't wanna tell him I love him because.... i think i'm afraid if i do then i'll never get to have him. It's happened with other guys. I admit it to myself and then i act differently around them and they don't like the way i act and I lose them as friends, too. It's really hard. and I wanna cry a lot, more than ever... But, I don't want to because what if he does come on Tuesday and he found someone to stay with? then, i'll have cried for no reason and it'll all have been in vain... I just wish he were here right next to so I could hug him and just be with him. I don't get to do that at aschool and that's the only time i get to see him 'cause he works and has band practice and stuff..... I dunno if you read this all
~Gomen~

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