Wednesday, June 15, 2005

im so sry i havent updated in forever!!
ok what to say so much so lets sum it up


yesterday was awesome the lab practical was easy and after i hung out with some good friends including arsh tang3rtin3 zakku and mitzu now i wont bore u with all the details especially since im supposed to be asleep but zakku and tang3rtin3 some how ended up becoming my lesbian lovers......just to confirm zakku is a guy and i dont no how that was lesbian but it worked in my mind for some reason......what else.....o yea if i havent made u a button yet and i no u offline its not cuz i dont love u its cuz im a lazy bum....and zakku i swear im working on the offliners banner....sorta....and also for zakku since u have neglected to give me a picture for ur button im picking one for u of van from escaflowne same goes for tsukiko and atsuko (except ur pics rnt of van from escaflowne....that would just be weird) in other news ambi was over and that was fun we played ddr and we r both working on heavy mode.....even tho were kinda awful and we were thinking of things that were the best at but we ran into some trouble with that......also....just in case neone wanted to no MY (semi)CRUSH IS A FREAK!!! Y DO I LIKE HIM!?!?!?! who nos....i'll get over it.....btw semi meaning not quite a crush but will be or was at one point.....neway b4 my mom comes in and yells at me for still being up i got to go! wish me luck on my finals 2morrow much love!
peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)

p.s. i finished liberating my friends list and its still huge but im going to give it a try and attempt to get to all ur sites....or all that update at least so yea.....wish me luck on that 2! o and im changing around my site soon so be prepared!
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Friday, June 3, 2005

   ....
i wanna post about how i feel but it will only lead to problems that i dont wanna create so i'll make this short and sweet

no classes 2day
homeroom we watched the incredibles
block a and b we had the awards ceremony
period 5 i had lunch
period 6 i had study hall
block c and d the grade went and saw madagascar had this song stuck in my head all day this is just the first half of it

"Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying

And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence"



peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   im so riduculously past the point of caring
someone needs to get me the fuck out of this house i cannot live with liss these rnt sisterly spats this is like we really hate eacherother. i no that sounds really bad but i cant deal with her nemore i cant talk to her without getting in a fight with her i just wanna cry after every fucking one of our conversations i was gonna post something happy but im really not in the mood now and im not in the mood to talk about wut happened with ambi in anime club now either i just kinda wanna curl up in a ball and cry.....

"Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes..."

peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)

i need someone to talk to
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Monday, May 30, 2005

   Davram's graduation
so davram graduated this weekend! ambi came to the graduation with me and we stayed at this cool bed and breakfast with really awesome rooms like the mission room and the rose room and the wisteria room (they were bedrooms) ambi and i spent a lot of time in the dogwood room cuz it had a tv that we could hook ps2 and gamecube to but we slept in the wicker room cuz the dogwood room kinda sucked other wise....it was fun there were definitely sometimes were i wasnt very happy and i feel bad that i made ambi have a bad time when i was upset cuz i was being grumpy i feel really bad about that.....well i wont bore u with the details but ambi and i assigned rooms to some of our friends cuz the rooms were just that awesome....so here it goes

Wisteria Room = Ambi
Mission Room = Rini
Rose Room = Tsukiko
Green Room = Arsh
Wicker Room = Tang3rtin3
Groom's Room = Jenna
Bridal Suite = Me(!! yay)

well thats it for now u guys b sure to congratulate Davram

peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)
p.s. 2morrow there will be voting on my new bg cuz my current one got messed up T-T
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Thursday, May 26, 2005

hey im feeling lazy but....I BROKE 200 GB SIGNINGS!! YEA!! *punches air*
booya!!!! neway yea im gona make my self a banner cuz no one made me a banner when i got 100 gb signings or 1000 hits so im going to make my self a 200 gb signings banner so i can feel special!


ill make a real update 2morrow i just dont feel like typing nething out right now so im gonna post the chris post that i was gonna post awhile ago but lost internet connection

*Note this is outdated it happened like a week or so ago


DAY FOUR: CODE RED CHRIS ALERT!! LOCK DOWN!! I REPEAT LOCK DOWN!!!
ok well its official i have just about reached maximum tolerance of chris.....so lets start with the other days social studies class now me i was sooooo friggin tired i just about passed out and of course seeing this chris decides this is the perfect time to try and get me to date him....lucky me....first was the hand massage

Set the scene: me and rini and zelda and george have been doodling on eachother's hands for quite a while now chris approaches.....a group groan occurs.....

chris: can i give u a hand massage
me: no
chris: please
me: no
chris: please
me: no
*lather rinse repeat several times*
chris: please
me: *trying to sleep* if it will shut u up
zelda: fine i'll be strong for u no chris!
chris: she said yes
*they proceed to fight over my hand while i try and sleep...chris wins...shit...*
*later*
chris: u look like u could use a neck massage...*goes to my back*
me: *eyes still closed* touch my shoulders and u die....
chris:...*no response*...



Next was the computer lab


setting the scene: me+ambi talking laughing have a generally good time....chris approaches....a group groan occurs...he proceeds to randomly talk while grabbing my hand and massaging it again me thinking -_-" this is getting old fast....

i find a reason to pull my hand away
chris= undaunted
me thinking= shit he's undaunted....*slowly moves away*
*later*
sitting by ambi...chris approaches again...a group groan occurs
chris sitting next to me me*glares at him out of the corner of my eye* *5 minutes later* i notice chris's hand on my arm ever so slightly and i try to ignore it *5 minutes later* me thinking his damn hand is still there chris's hand starts moving ever so slightly up and down my arm
me: -_-+ *in a warning tone* chris....
chris: *removes hand*

ambi and i using our amazing cunning avoid walking home with him by cutting through the gym and doubling back


today in infocenter
chris: i need to talk to u seriously
me:.....*Trying to seem unworried*
chris: we've been enemies for a long time...
me: *sees arsh* ARSH!!!! come sit talk! *gives her a look like dont u dare leave me*
arsh: chris are u bothering her again......
*arsh ends up walking away after a couple minutes me: pleading look at her back that she didnt see*

chris: so neway we've been enemies for a long time....maybe we could....step it up...*suggestive look*
me: no
chris: ok bye *Walks away*
me: *thinking* dammit i feel bad! that was mean......

and then after the computer lab he asks me again and i say as a friend but apparently not clearly enuff after school he asks me again and i clarify i like him only as a friend who annoys me a lot he walks away again...ambi and i walk home a different way....
yuppers that was it


James and all those bothersome pieces of crap
ok yea walking home yesterday and we walk past mike b.'s house and i hear this drone that sounds familiar and its some word i cant understand clearly then i hear serena go o great its james and i listen and im like shit...its james and that droning word....was my last name......well i try and ignore it but lets face it i cant just let it go so i copy james's drone but replace my last name with F*CK YOU! yea...it was amusing and then i heard him talking but serena, ambi, zelda and i were laughing to much to hear im sure it was something along the lines of excuse me what profanity dont use bad words in amocking way then ambi says "ooh i thought they were saying beer mug..."

well later ppl sry it was so long...
peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)

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Monday, May 23, 2005

   holy f*cking shishkabobs!!!
i wrote a long ass post and now only one line of it has been posted!! *starts to cry* wahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! now im to lazy to rewrite it!! wahhh its not fair!! *some random person gives her an icecream* *sniff* it wont fill the void but its a start...
peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)
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   woot internet is back woot woot! *starts moonwalking*
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   internet is back
my internet is back but its like midnight now so i cant really post im asking u all to return to my site at like 630 to 7 and i'll have a real post for u!
peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)
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