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Wednesday, March 2, 2005


feel like dying
yea the subject pretty much says it all i got hw im in a major fight w/ my friend and i need some serious sleep. heres how it happens so i post a sentence a sentence about how i feel left out cuz my friend and my other friend are getting closer and they just dont seem the want me around and one of my friends flips out about it. then i send her a pm and i was like dont just leave it at u being angry talk to me dont leave it what the hell. then she sends me a really pissed pm and weve been trading pms bak and forth mostly mean. and our chorus went 2 hairspray 2day which was cool and i got a pin and a cd and a magnet but thats not the point the point is we got back pretty late. it was really windy and cold and i heard my friend im mad at talk about walking i asked her if she was and she sed yea so i offered a ride. i dont think she understands that even if im fighting w/ her it doesnt mean i dont care and i tried to talk 2 her during english but she didnt respond...yea ive had a few good cries over this and im sure she will comment or pm me about this so im bracing myself...of course she has a bunch of our friends to pity her and she even got our science teacher to notice her upsetment im rolling my eyes right now cuz that pisses me off but w/e of course now my other friend isnt very happy wit me which sux cuz when she told me she sed i feel like im being mean but im trying to say what i feel well yea so was i but that doesnt matter.......i have the most overwhelming and terrifying feeling of de ja vu like im losing a best friend all over again cuz i lost my last best friend 2. im begining to think im just not cut out to be a friend let alone a best friend...
~Serenity

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