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Sunday, November 6, 2005


   eh it WAS a good day
yea so as the title stated this started out a goodday i mean yesterday to this morning i had a lotr's fest with 2 of my good friends and we were making fun of it while still professing our love for it and then i went running around iwth arsh today to all these different stores and i got jeans and a shirt and she lent me the book Speak which looks really big

here is where we near the unhappiness i have been uncomfortable about my figure for a while lets give u all the run down im tall (5'7 range), big feet, big ish hips, skinny legs, and i weigh around 133 now i used to weigh 137 but ive started working out and such neway my point is that we had to go work out and now this is not so bad only we started talking about figures when we got home and my older sister is a size 0 in pants yes u read right a size 0 and its not fair cuz she eats all this crap and never works out and shes always thin i dunno i just get so jealous and depressed and my mom starts going on about how i should appreciate what i have and how she would take height b4 a nice figure adn i dunno it just made it worse cuz my mom just doesnt get it! shes one of those ppl who never weigh more than like 120 pounds and yet is still 5'6 i dunno im just sooo......eh.....i wish that maybe i could have some confidence or that i could feel somehow pretty but i dont i mean most of the hot guys will come up to me and say "serenity your sister is hot" which needless to say does not help the self esteem
peace. out.
~Serenity (V.K.)

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