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Sunday, August 29, 2004
The sacrifice
Damn, its 4 in the morning, someone is going to be quite peeved at me, and it isnt going to be momma. she knows who she is, and as a matter of fact this post is about her, so Mitsurgi dont waist your time writing a comment that i am not going to read. Well, anyway, i have no idea why i am doing this, but i guess i just cant stop talking about her, and i want the world to know that i belong to this certain woman, but i cant be with her just yet. I just want her to know that i am going to remain loyal to her, throughout the rest of my school years and college years. I hope I make it, sometimes i wonder if she even believes me, I sometimes wonder if i believe myself. I know she believes me, she has told me things that no one has ever told me. I know she is the one i am to marry. I guess i will never get to be a proper bachelor, but I do get to gain true happiness, and live with me most pure hearted person i have yet to meet. My freinds are going to leave me in the dust, they are going to think i am crazy. But I dont care anymore, as of now, I dont want to live, because i cant be with her, but i hope i atleast live long enough to actaully physically see her, just to speak with her. I hope the wonderful person sitting in the heavens, and hears my prayers. If he/she doesnt, then just call me home. I cant go any longer without being able to see her. Thats why i am writing this post, i cant talk to her on msn right now. She is asleep, like the angel she is. Its time i follow my own path, and drop everything else, i have not the time to play around anymore, it is time i grow up. But at the same time, i am living in a fantasy world. A world where she and I can live happily ever after. Well, thats how its going to be, or its not happening. Bottomline, if i cant be with her, i dont want to live. For once in my life, i get to make a difference, ppl tell me that i make them happy. There you have it, I've spilled my guts to all of you, I cant believe i did this, but i just had to say something, to keep reminding her that i love her so much. I didnt say her name, everyone knows who she is, if you dont, she might reveal herself in my comments. Goodnight, well goodmorning, i'm going to go to bed now, and go to sleep while listening to korn. bye
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